I was broke and I was broken, slowly drove me crazy

Tryna stay afloat but the boat’s got holes and there’s no one to save me

This ain’t no easy road, it’s cold and complicated

Tryna grow but you lose hope, it’s lonely, slow and taking ages

It’s just how it made me, it’s not just rap,

this is really me

Bro’s outside but still feel trapped, it’s mad, he still ain’t really free

If it’s on your mind then don’t hold back

Say what you really mean

If I call her mine then shut them down

let em see and think you’re really mean

All these scars and all these wounds,

there’s no healing me

The block is hot, all I heard was vroom then

see them zoom and flee the scene

All they need is P’s and Q’s

but read the T’s and C’s

It’s when you think that dreams comes true

It’s R.i.p’s and frees

Ayy This ain’t what you think

It’s nothing nice

Took a gamble, rolled the dice twice

Now you gotta pay the price

They’re moving weird and it’s got me puzzled

I don’t trust these guys

Shame cause I once thought we were brothers, fuck it

Now I gotta cut these ties

And right now just know my visions tunneled

So I went out and hustled

- See if I can make this money double

Get myself out the rubble

Lemme talk my shit

Yo I persevered, ain’t call it quits

This life ain’t good

But we were young and dumb

and drawn to it

I knew if I ain’t jugg

I’d be just like them with no ambition

I’m no where near finished

I got work to do like I’m on a mission

How you really living

I got a text that said that I’ve been missing

Better miss me with it

If you ain’t making moves then I can’t listen

I was broke and I was broken, slowly drove me crazy

Lonely road has shaped me, said they’re real but they ain’t shown me lately

This ain’t no easy, this ain’t no easy road

Tryna grow but you lose hope, it’s lonely, slow and freezing cold

I play the beat and flow, it’s not just rap, this is really me

In the lab, are you hearing me

If it’s racks, you gon hear from me

Facts, you make flips

and take risks, you can’t live fearfully

And my backs, against the wall but I’m loading, so just bear with me

(Wait, just wait on me)

Darg I’m really in the mud, I’ve seen my closest disappear

like they really turned to dust (truss)

Now I don’t know who to trust

So I guess I’m on my own

I still get it that’s a must

I was never one to fuss

I put pressure on em ( truss)

I been stepping on em ( truss)

And I’m never letting up ( I can’t)

You ever treated them like blood

Then they show you their true colours

Now they’re really ain’t no love