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Thoughts
Alternative
Thoughts was released on June 7, 2026 by 11381880 Records DK as a part of the album Online
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AlbumOnline
Release DateJune 7, 2026
Label11381880 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM60

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Meagan Gara
Meagan Gara
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Kaotik
Kaotik
Recording Engineer, Producer

Lyrics

I sit at my desk with hot chocolate in hand
Steam rising slow while the chat lights up the screen
Lost in the buzz of online worlds and gaming friends
But your messages pull me into a different scene
I lean back in my chair, cross my legs a little tighter
Tell myself "focus," repeat it like a quiet reminder
I'm trying, I swear I'm trying
To keep my halo shining bright
But every quiet moment between matches
You steal into my mind
Clean thoughts, clean thoughts, I'm begging please
But my imagination's down on its knees
Hands in my hair, your voice in my ear
Whispering things that I shouldn't hear
I push it away, but it pulls me right back
Got me blushing alone with my headset on
Trying so hard to stay on the straight and narrow
But damn, the way you type just makes me unravel
Server chat is popping, I'm trying to keep up
But one ping from you and I'm lost in the what-ifs
Your words on the screen, the way you play the game
Got me imagining your hands in a whole new frame
I shake my head, queue up for another round
But the bass of the soundtrack mimics the rhythm I'm thinking about now
I'm trying, God knows I'm trying
To keep these thoughts from catching fire
But every time you pop up in the chat
The fantasy takes me higher
Clean thoughts, clean thoughts, I'm begging please
But my imagination's down on its knees
Fingers tracing paths that I shouldn't trace
Lips on my neck in a secret place
I close my eyes but the pictures won't fade
Got me biting my lip with my hot chocolate going cold
Trying so hard to stay on the straight and narrow
But one look at your name and the whole world narrows
What if I stopped fighting, just let the thoughts win?
Let them pull me under while the headset's still in
Would you meet me here in the glow of my screen?
Or am I the only one losing this fight in between?
I'm supposed to be focused, supposed to be right
But with you in my head it feels so damn right
Clean thoughts… clean thoughts…
They're losing the war tonight
Got me drifting, got me drifting
Into you, into you
Yeah, I'm trying… but I'm falling
And it feels so good to let go
Maybe tomorrow I'll try again…
But tonight… with my hot chocolate and this glowing screen…
I'm letting you in.
Written by: Meagan Gara
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