I got a feeling I can't shake

I been here before a couple times, and I can't break

I gotta ball you miss all of the shots you never take

I stand tall on everything I say they can't relate

I think I found my purpose, it's finally working

I got so tired of hurting, but i'm still young and learning

I hope i'm doing it right, don't wanna waste my life

I'm staying up through the night, making sure the plan precise

Ain't got no room for mistakes, but I got room to improve

Don't wanna do it no more, know how it feel to lose

You either win or you don't, gotta take time and choose

Wanna live life like a rebel, I don't wanna follow the rules

They never told me life would be this way

They lied and told me it would be okay

I get so tired of giving time away

I can't explain what's on my mind today

I can't explain why I feel the way I feel, I can't explain why the days don't feel real

I can't explain why I feel the way I feel

I can't explain it, I can't explain it

I'm 23 still trying to learn to live

Keep my emotions to myself, don't tell me how to live

Why they always want me to show love, don't tell me how to give

Can't really trip about this life, cause it is what it is

Granny made it to see 90, that's a blessing in itself

Sit and pray for my pops, cause he ain't focused on his health

He feel like he dying, he don't know how much he got left

Gotta cherish your time, take advantage of every breath

I sit and rewind and smile, at memories I kept

If I said I was fine i'm lying, i'm fighting every step

Everything just kind of grates

I swear I wanna ease my mind, at times I can't

Got a lot up on my plate, my thoughts are overweight

Tell me how long will it take, getting impatient I can't wait

Take life to the head no chaser, feel better when i'm getting paper

I don't wanna face none of my problems, I don't wanna talk

I'll handle it later

They never told me life would be this way

They lied and told me it would be okay

I get so tired of giving time away

I can't explain what's on my mind today

I can't explain why I feel the way I feel, I can't explain why the days don't feel real

I can't explain why I feel the way I feel

I can't explain it, I can't explain it