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i deserve better.
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i deserve better. was released on July 12, 2026 by 2026 Bella Kay as a part of the album My Reckless Abandon
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Music Video

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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Bella Kay
Bella Kay
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Alexander Glantz
Alexander Glantz
Songwriter
Idarose
Idarose
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Matinicus Neveu
Matinicus Neveu
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Samuel Bassani
Samuel Bassani
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Idarose
Idarose
Producer, Engineer, Executive Producer
Nathan Dantzler
Nathan Dantzler
Mastering Engineer
Pedro Calloni
Pedro Calloni
Mixing Engineer
Alexander 23
Alexander 23
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I let you treat me bad 'cause I hate myself
There's a screw or two loose, everybody can tell
Is your Lexapro working?
You haven't called me in months
Just say you made a mistake
And you regret what you've done
[PreChorus]
I'd forgive you if you come back
You know I love when it ends like that
When it ends like that
[Chorus]
I love to blame myself
It's all on me when it goes to hell
But this time, I don't think that's true
Yeah, this time, I think that you
Really fucked up a good thing
I'm done begging you to love me
I'm not perfect, not ever
But I still deserve better
Yeah, I still deserve better
I deserve, I deserve, I deserve
[Verse 2]
I deserve better than a narcissist
When we're screaming at each other, God, I live for this
Why am I saying sorry again?
You're so sweet in my head, but you're not how I dreamt you
[PreChorus]
I'd forgive you if you come back
You know I love when it ends like that
When it ends like that
I'd forgive you, I always do
I'd scratch and bite and bleed for you
For you
[Chorus]
I love to blame myself
It's all on me when it goes to hell
But this time, I don't think that's true
Yeah, this time, I think that you
Really fucked up a good thing
I'm done begging you to love me
I'm not perfect, not ever
But I still deserve better
Yeah, I still deserve better
I deserve, I deserve, I deserve
[Chorus]
Yeah, I still deserve better
I deserve, I deserve, I deserve
[Verse 3]
Help me make sense of it
Or tell me what I did wrong
I just wanted to love you
I just wanted to talk
Can you tell me, can you say
It's not my fault
It's not my fault, it's not my fault, it's not my fault
[Outro]
It's not my fault
It's not my fault, it's not my fault
It's not my fault, it's not my fault, it's not my fault
It's not my fault
It's not my fault, it's not my fault
It's not my fault, it's not my fault, it's not my
Written by: Alexander Glantz, Alexis Idarose Kesselman, Bella Kay
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