I feel no way

Thinking bout some things that I should've said yesterday

And either way, I'm growing older and older everyday

And even tho I'm forced to be matured, that's frontway

My pain, all mine pain, it's all in vain

When I feel it coursing down through my veins, I feel the weight

The weight I used to carry when I gave a fuck

I never touched, back on those messages cause I knew it was

Something that I couldn't handle but now I see it super clear

You never gave fuck that's why your never here

Y'all **** like chime time, Y'all wicked in my eyes

As long as y'all doing fine, y'all **** live alright

Always the same people I don't expect to leave, be the same people to pull the trigger and watch me bleed

Like really do I ask for much?

I don't ask for much

You **** don't respect me, but expect me to

Be the **** that smiles in your face

That's worryingly

Adding more shit to my plate knowing that y'all

Fictional

All the love is fictional

You've been waving different type of signals

That's why I hate that love word so much, you don't never mean it

AI generated ass **** must fake it to mean it

I knew you didn't fuck with me I just had to really see it

It's nothing ever new so my **** so be it, so be it

20th birthday and I'm decaying so be it so be it

I'm all by myself, nothing new, so be it, so be it

****.