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Deadweight
Dance
Deadweight was released on June 11, 2026 by White Crow Entertainment as a part of the album Gnome Alone IV
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Release DateJune 11, 2026
LabelWhite Crow Entertainment
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM63

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Gnomee
Gnomee
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jacob David Hudson
Jacob David Hudson
Composer

Lyrics

I spent too long talking to ghosts
Too long trying to fix what's broke
Too long waking up feeling sick
From carrying things I can't forget
I got people I miss like hell
Got old wounds I know too well
Some nights still hit like thunder
Like I'm drowning under everything
And honestly, I'm tired of living like that
'Cause every time I look behind me
I lose another piece of myself
And I can't keep dragging dead weight
Through every road I take
So I'm done with the past, done bleeding for memories
Done holding on to people gone
I gave it everything I had and it still left holes in me
I don't wanna hurt forever
I don't wanna stay this way
If tomorrow's out there waiting
Then I'm on my way
There's a version of me back then
Who thought pain would never end
Who thought love always leaves
Who thought nobody stays
I carried anger like armor
Built my walls getting taller
But all it did was make me cold
Even around the people I love most
And I hate that I became someone hard to reach
'Cause every time I look behind me
I lose another piece of myself
And I can't keep dragging dead weight
Through every road I take
So I'm done with the past, done bleeding for memories
Done holding on to people gone
I gave it everything I had and it still left holes in me
I don't wanna hurt forever
I don't wanna stay this way
If tomorrow's out there waiting
Then I'm on my way
On my way
I know healing ain't instant
I know scars don't disappear
But I can't keep building my life
Around pain and fear
I wanna feel sunlight again
Wanna sleep without regret
Wanna wake up one morning
And not feel broken yet
So I'm done with the past, done bleeding for memories
Done holding on to people gone
I gave it everything I had and it still left holes in me
I don't wanna hurt forever
I don't wanna stay this way
If tomorrow's out there waiting
Then I'm on my way
On my way
'Cause every time I look behind me
I lose another piece of myself
And I can't keep dragging dead weight
Through every road I take
Written by: Jacob David Hudson
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