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Even When Quiet
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Even When Quiet was discovered most frequently at around 1 minutes and 40 seconds into the song during the past week

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Mm, mm
Lord, if You listenin', don't
Lord, if You listenin'
Mm, mm
Lord, if You listenin', mm
Lord, if You listenin', take it out my hands
I don't trust myself, I keep runnin' back again
Take 'em out my heart, take 'em out my plans
I been fightin' battles I don't even understand
Heal me from the hurt, I don't wanna feel this
Sick of goin' back like I don't know what real is
If, if You see me cryin', just know I'm at my end
Lord, if You listenin', mm
Don't let me fold again
Even when it's quiet, I still hear His voice, mm
Even when I leave, I still feel the choice
Torn between peace and what I'm used to
Prayin' You remove what I keep runnin' to, mm
I keep sayin' I'm done, then I spin back
Same pain, different night, I can't fix that
Lookin' in the mirror like, "What is this?"
How you love somebody that'll hurt you like this?
My face still achin', I can't even lie
Know it sound crazy, but I ain't even trippin'
'Cause I know I'm toxic, I be hittin' you too
But the deeper pain the one I keep inside
He go hard for them, I watch it clear
But when it come to me, it's like I ain't there
I made excuses I can't defend
Kept choosin' him over me again
Now I'm sittin' here tryna understand
Why I lose myself just to hold his hand
I done cried enough, I done begged enough
I done told myself that I had enough
But it's like my heart don't match my head
Still run back to the same hurt instead
I be knowin' better, but I don't move right
Keep forgivin' wrongs in the same night
And I hate that version that I became
But I'm still the one gotta take that blame
Lord, if You listenin', take it out my hands (Lord)
I don't trust myself, I keep runnin' back again (yeah)
Take 'em out my heart (oh), take 'em out my plans (oh)
I been fightin' battles I don't even understand (mm)
Heal me from the hurt, I don't wanna feel this (please)
Sick of goin' back like I don't know what real is (yeah)
If You see me cryin', just know I'm at my end
Lord, if You listenin', mm
Don't let me fold again
Break every tie (tie), they keep pullin' me in (in)
Even if it hurt (hurt), let it end how it ends (mm)
Soul tired, I ain't even restin' right
Mind gone, I been fightin' every night
I prayed before, but I ain't let go
Still held on tight to what hurt me the most
I see it clearer than I ever did
He ain't the man that I made him is
I built a version that don't exist
And now I'm stuck in the middle of it
I ain't weak, I just love too deep
Gave him parts of me I should've kept for me
Now I'm askin' God, "Can You step in, please?"
'Cause I can't keep livin' like this, I can't breathe
I been losin' sleep, I been losin' peace
Tryna hold together what keep breakin' me
And I'm tired of actin' like I'm okay
When I'm really fallin' apart day to day
He don't see me like I see him
I kept waterin' love that was barely a stem
Now I'm empty, I ain't got nothin' left
Gave my all and I lost myself
If You hear me, please don't be silent
I been drownin' in this private violence
I don't wanna hate, I don't wanna hurt
I just wanna finally choose me first
Even if it mean I gotta walk alone
Even if it mean I gotta let this go
I'm scared, but I know what I gotta do
I just need the strength to follow through
Lord, if You listenin', take it out my hands (yeah)
Even when it hurt, help me stand on what I said (yeah)
Take 'em out my heart, I don't want it back again (mm)
Even if I cry, mm
Don't let me fold again
If I try to turn around, block my way
Don't let me go back to that same place
I'm choosin' me even if it break
Lord, give me strength, that's all it takes
Mm, mm
Mm-mm
Don't let me fold again
Written by: Kelsey Smith
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