How come the more that I take, the more my stomach hurt? I thought this was a painkiller, fuck

I'm at the party, she tryna get at me, just texted three girls that I miss them so much

According to who's really close to me, person in charge of my life, it is really the plug

I don't have the power to stop it, the louder the coughing, the more that I really feel

The closer I get to you, I get more reasons from people I know just to keep backing up

The more that I stay on my own, I keep feeling the feeling my effort is never enough

It's you that I want when I'm bored, but the moment I see you in person I don't give a

I used to sit on the floor with the TV as thick as the women that I take a liking to now

Should get therapy but I'm riding it out

Moved on my own, but my own conversations are filled with the pages and notes that I wish that I was whiting out

Fill up the pages, and tears start to flow on the paper, I'm not even wiping it down

I don't care

I don't care

I wanna miss you when I'm gone, but I don't much

I care more about the coke rush

I ignore every time that you spoke up

But to this day I do not care

I do not care

How come the more that I take, the more my stomach hurt? I thought this was a painkiller, fuck

I'm at the party, she tryna get at me, just texted three girls that I miss them so much

According to who's really close to me, person in charge of my life, it is really the plug

I don't have the power to stop it, the louder the coughing, the more that I really feel loved

The more I feel loved