I can't believe that's all there is

I can't convince myself to

Follow you anywhere, do the things that you think I hear

No I've been trying desperately, been looking for my destiny

Gotta keep a way on through

Hold it close to another you

Yeah the sun keeps on blinding me like bittersweet lucid dream

I lost count of the melodies I would sing to the ones I lost

The silence is all I know

The silence is all I know

The silence will overthrow

Don't look back now we reap what we sow

The silence is all I know

The silence is all I know

The silence will overthrow

Don't look back now we reap what we sow

Now I'm

Trying hard not to think wrong

Lucid dreams with the face of a sad song

But I keep coming back around to find that nothing ever changed

And I just hate the way I always end up digging up my pains

I just

Wanna die knowing I tried

Wanna live for bit on the flip side

Can't help the way I overthink about the way you act

Hate everything about the things that I wish I lacked

Let me show you my own cirque du soleil

A trapeze up in the air made out of never-changing ways

All I ever wanted from this life was just to educate you

Free from all the bindings saying all my words would hurt you

All the remedies that never even came

Yeah we keep them in the back next to the anxiousness and shame

They don't even show their face unless it's Tuesday

Yet it's fine because I can't show anything anyway

All I am is a digit, a form of media, a bit, sequence of wavelengths inside of your phone

I'm sourced from hundreds of miles of empty space transmitted data just to tell you I think I'm alone

I'm not the only one who feels this way, yeah there's entire communities grown

Just want somebody to care, to tell me there's somewhere where I'm not stuck in the walls of my

The silence is all I know

The silence is all I know

The silence will overthrow

Don't look back now we reap what we sow

Anything around me just to tell myself to care, can't go crazy, no that's crazy, don't want anyone to stare

Lose my mind inside my decorated coffin for a week, then I freshen up, I walk it off, I get back on my feet

I can't stand the way I talk the way you talk the way we hear, I hate everything 'bout everyone until I'm told to bear

Put the devil in my pocket like his own personal lair, such a normal thing to wink about, it's normal bro I swear

Anything around me just to tell myself to care, can't go crazy, no that's crazy, don't want anyone to stare

Lose my mind inside my decorated coffin for a week, then I freshen up, I walk it off, I get back on my feet

I can't stand the way I talk the way you talk the way we hear, I hate everything 'bout everyone until I'm told to bear

Put the devil in my pocket like his own personal lair, such a normal thing to wink about, it's normal bro I swear