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Nightmares
Hip-Hop/Rap
Nightmares was released on July 6, 2026 by Ghost Story Records as a part of the album Dreams/Nightmares - EP
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Release DateJuly 6, 2026
LabelGhost Story Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM90

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ghost Ethos
Ghost Ethos
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ethan Phillips
Ethan Phillips
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ethan Phillips
Ethan Phillips
Producer

Lyrics

No filter… just scars
I been fightin' nightmares, wide awake, no sleep
Demons in my head keep tellin' me I'm weak
But I told 'em "shut the fuck up," now I'm climbin' out the deep
Now it's diamonds where the doubt used to eat
I been fightin' nightmares, now they scared of me
Turned pain into power, now it's bread on me
Yeah they said I was nothin', now I'm somethin' to me
And that shit hit different when you sufferin' to be
I remember those nights
Heart racin' so fast, thought that shit would never stop
Cold sweats, hands shakin', feelin' lost in my thoughts
Like "who the fuck am I?" yeah, I questioned a lot
I was broke in my soul, not just broke in my jeans
Had a pocket full of stress, not a pocket full of dreams
Every mirror felt fake, like I wasn't what I seem
Imposter in my own life, tearin' seams at the seams
Voices in my head like "you don't deserve shit"
"You gon' fail, you fraud, you ain't built for this"
Man, I damn near believed it, almost sank in that pit
But I clawed out the dirt, now I'm covered in grit
Yeah they laughed at the kid, said "he ain't gon' be nothin'"
Now I'm turnin' every "no" into somethin' I'm runnin'
From the pain, from the past, from the lies I was stuck in
Now I'm buildin' my name off the hate they was dumpin'
I been fightin' nightmares, wide awake, no sleep
Demons in my head keep tellin' me I'm weak
But I told 'em "shut the fuck up," now I'm climbin' out the deep
Now it's diamonds where the doubt used to eat
I been fightin' nightmares, now they scared of me
Turned pain into power, now it's bread on me
Yeah they said I was nothin', now I'm somethin' to me
And that shit hit different when you sufferin' to be
Anxiety had me feelin' like I'm dyin' for real
Chest tight, can't breathe, like I'm fightin' to heal
Depression had me numb, couldn't cry, couldn't feel
Just a ghost in my body, tryin' hard to be real
Man, I hated my reflection, couldn't look in my eyes
Saw a failure in the glass, saw a thousand damn lies
Every dream felt distant, every hope felt disguised
Like success was a myth and I bought the damn lies
But I flipped that shit quick, turned the pain to a check
Every scar got a story
I was down on my knees, now I'm up, now I flex
Not for them, for myself, yeah I earned the title of "Next"
Had to bet on my soul when nobody would bet
Had to silence the noise, had to drown out regret
Now the same ones who doubted tryna show me respect
But they don't know the nights I was close to the edge
I been fightin' nightmares, wide awake, no sleep
Demons in my head keep tellin' me I'm weak
But I told 'em "shut the fuck up," now I'm climbin' out the deep
Now it's diamonds where the doubt used to eat
I been fightin' nightmares, now they scared of me
Turned pain into power, now it's bread on me
Yeah they said I was nothin', now I'm somethin' to me
And that shit hit different when you sufferin' to be
Now it's money on the table, yeah the vision got clear
But I still got them demons tryna whisper in my ear
Sayin' "you don't deserve it, you gon' lose it this year"
I just laugh like "I built it, I ain't runnin' from fear"
I'm a product of pain, yeah I came from the dirt
Every win got a cost, every smile got hurt
But I'd do that shit again 'cause it made me who I am
Now I stand ten toes, I don't give a goddamn
I ain't perfect, I'm real, yeah I bleed, yeah I break
But I turned every L into steps that I take
Now I'm somethin' to me, not just somethin' they make
Outta rumors and doubt, nah, I carved my own fate
So if you feel like you drownin', like you stuck in that place
Like the world got you choked and you can't win the race
Just remember this pain can be power one day
And them nightmares fade when you don't run away
I been fightin' nightmares, now they bow to me
Used to hate who I was, now I'm proud of me
Yeah they said I was nothin', now I'm somethin' to me
And that's worth more than gold… that's everything to me
Written by: Ethan Phillips
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