**** tryna do they best to steal my energy Feel the devil on my shoulders and it's tempting

 me **** talk behind my back, telling lies like

 it's all facts But we both know it's fabricated history

 I just booked a trip in July, I'm in Italy Where these **** talk, how could they say

 they kinder to me Had to cut them off cause that's the only remedy

 I don't drink no more so don't you tell me you can feel my pain

 I've been tryna find a way to numb this shit for better days

 I've been staring at this bottle, my real love to keep me sane

 Sun in the sky but inside I can feel the rain

 Life moved so fast I lost my cut last week

 Them **** alive but they still dead to me

 I done cried about this life shit on the beach

 **** used to be my dogs now we don't speak

 We don't talk no more but you know that it's love

 But when shit gets sticky you know where to run

 Clouded by this darkness I've been needing sun

 All this depth it took the air out of my lungs

 Life just took my cut it at 19 but what the fuck is that

 When it's all said and done will they really miss me

 Oh, oh, oh, oh

 When it's all said and done

 Life moved so fast I lost my cut last week

 Them **** alive but they still dead to me

 I done cried about this life shit on the beach

 **** used to be my dogs now we don't speak

 We don't talk no more but you know that it's love

 But when shit gets sticky you know where to run

 Crowded by this darkness I've been needing sun

 All the stuff that took the air out of my lungs