How's it feel? Living life like like Judas

I knew that I made it the day I related to nip

Hustle and motivate felt every word that was said in that bitch

I got the devil name put on all of the bullets I put in the clip

Don't be callin me broke if ya spirit ain't rich

Back in the day I was prayin these penny's would turn into Bentleys

I'm pinching the fuck these bitches

Ain't shit you could tell me

You dig me

I'm saggin the pants like the pockets got heavy

I'm from the block where they toatin them pistols and cutting that dope with machetes

The place where the money and dope with the drank be the only thing keepin em steady

I was 18 when I stole me that glock and a couple days later I gave it a squeeze

Feelin like 12 when I popped out the wheel with my potna we tellin these bitches to freeze

Buddy you don't got permission to breathe

We need your jewelry chili and weed

Say the wrong word or you make a lil movement ya body will stay but ya spirit will leave

How's it feel

Living life like Judas

Damnation

Is one bad night away

I hear the choir singing

If you on that new verse

Praying to Judas

You are the true curse

Putting yourself first

Brother the truth hurts

How's it feel

How's it feel

Living life like Judas

New money bring back all them old habits

Shoe box stashed under that mattress

Two glocks

Separate bread

And the beef give one to the cabbage

Never one for the madness

In the cut quarter man with the bandage

Broke a half to a quarter from from the pact of the act quarter back and let me show what the math is

Skies turn gray

Mom's went away

Get a room with the long stay

Everyday hit the block

Had to get it and bring it back

My jeans hittin with the J-pay

I know some of yall feel that

Same spot where my man done got killed at

Same spot where we poppin all the grills at

Same spot we be runnin who the real at

Stole from my pops to get high

That shit was my downfall

No bitches no money the devil was laughin and dancin inside of the 8-ball

Damn

Now im light feeling useless

Blew the game like how did i do this

Turn my back on my brothers and now we really out here living life like we

Hows it feel

Me and my potna was choppin it up when the topic turned wise at the moment he said

There's only a couple of options of boxes when you content with the blood on your checks

One in the dirt with your momma above you or if you lucky one made of cement

I said fasho as I picked up my daughter and turn on the TV took time to reflect

But fuck it I get I see how you living

If god wasn't watching I'd be in a cell

But I stood on my business I kept him in spirit

Made up my mind he must need me in jail

If I do you wrong you could see me in hell

You do me wrong then I'm ringing yo bell

This dot on yo helmet that vest isn't helpin

I do you like genesis crackin your shell

How's it feel

Living life like Judas

Damnation

Is one bad night away

I hear the choir singing

If you on that new verse

Praying to Judas

You are the true curse

Putting yourself first

Brother the truth hurts

How's it feel

How's it feel

Living life like Judas

How's it feel

Living life like Judas

Damnation

Is one bad night away

I hear the choir singing

Judas

Bwam! Get shot at

My heroes aren't angels nor demons

When all the chips fall its man that stops breathin'

So I ask you to judge me where I am

Not where I been

Because it's me and my heroes

That hustle, everyday to redeem our sins