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Make Up My Mind
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Make Up My Mind was released on July 24, 2026 by Create Your Own Story Music as a part of the album Care Package
July 24, 2026
LabelCreate Your Own Story Music
LanguageEnglish
BPM63
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I been holdin' on like my hands don't get tired
Swear I'm built for storms, yeah, that's how I'm wired
I don't scare easy, I don't fold quick
Mama raised a fighter, I don't call it quits
But lately I been starin' (Starin') at the same damn wall
Same apologies, same silence after we brawl
And I keep askin' God why I'm still here for
If love keep leavin' me like this, what's the lesson for?
'Cause I'm not a quitter, but I'm gettin' close
To layin' down my pride to lettin' you go
I don't wanna lose you, but I'm losin' me
And I can't keep drownin' just to make you breathe
It's another relationship gone wrong
Same song, different face, but the pain stays strong
If I'm gonna heal, I gotta choose what's right
And I can't move forward 'til I make up my mind
Truth is I fall for potential more than what's in my face
I call it givin' grace, but it be me acceptin' less
I ignore the red flags 'cause I don't wanna restart
I'll starve myself out of truth just to protect my heart
I play the healer like it's my job to make you whole
Then I'm mad at me (Then I'm mad at me)
When I'm the one that lost control
I confuse bein' needed with bein' truly loved
I keep pourin' empty, hopin' that it'll be enough
I stay too long 'cause I'm loyal to a dream that ain't real
And every time I don't choose me, I pay for how I feel
'Cause I'm not a quitter, but I'm gettin' close
To layin' down my pride to lettin' you go (Lettin' you go)
I don't wanna lose you, but I'm losin' me (Losin' me)
And I can't keep drownin' just to make you breathe (Can't breathe, no)
Another relationship gone wrong
Same song, different face, but the pain stays strong (Still hurts)
If I'm gonna heal, I gotta choose what's right (Choose right)
And I can't move forward 'til I make up my mind (Make up my mind)
I wanna be free, but freedom got a price
And it's me bein' honest when I'm scared to be alright
What if I stay and I keep killin' parts of me instead?
I been carryin' knots like a cross on my back
Tryna save a love that don't know how to love me back
Yeah, I'm back at the same cliff feelin' that same inside
So how many times I gotta learn this
Before I make up my mind?
'Cause I'm not a quitter, but I'm gettin' close (I'm so close)
To layin' down my pride to lettin' you go (Lettin' you go)
I don't wanna lose you, but I'm losin' me (Losin' me)
And I can't keep drownin' just to make you breathe (I can't save this)
Another relationship gone wrong
Same song, different face, but the pain stays strong
If I'm gonna heal, I gotta choose what's right (I gotta choose me)
And I can't move forward 'til I make up my mind (tell me am I ready)
I'm not mad, I'm just done (Just done)
I know what I keep choosin' and it ain't love
So I'ma let you have your way
While I finally have mine
Written by: Rayle
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