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Normal
Hip-Hop/Rap
Normal was released on June 25, 2026 by 8636653 Records DK as a part of the album Verses From The Wasteland
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Release DateJune 25, 2026
Label8636653 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM80

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
DaReal Dro
DaReal Dro
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Steven Villanueva
Steven Villanueva
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
DaReal Dro
DaReal Dro
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

I tried to smile big but its hard when i feel smallsmall, small, small
The room I'm in is crowded but I'm just a fly up on the wall
Why should I ask for help when there's nobody to call
Nobody around that I could call
I'm starting to feel that everyone don't care at all
They don't give a fuck about me
In 5th grade I had my first mental breakdown
I felt rage so these pills I have to take now
I stay spewing disrespectful hate sounds
In 8th grade I started getting high with hopes I never came down
Teachers gave up on me so I gave up on myself
I was going through a lot but they didn't care about how I felt
So at 16 I put coke on top the foil made it melt
Because numbin my mind's the only thing that ever helped
I used to wanna be normal
But I was always different
They couldn't understand me
So I had to remain distant
Mama told me pray
But everyday i wouldn't listen
Now it seems like living like this has become my addiction
I used to wanna be normal oh oh oh oh
I used to wanna be normal
I used to wanna be normal oh oh oh oh
I used to wanna be normal
Wanna be normal
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Now i'm 34 my mind is filled with blood and gore
It's hard to trust the soul cuz in my past my problems they would all ignore
Uncertain about what's to come or what's in store
Like will I feel more or less pain than what i felt before
Darkened my core started building my wall
I cut the cord that would save me if I were to fall
I sat upon the floor with my back to the wall
And contemplated deathlike should i end it all
Im different i feel off when pain is gone
Like when i'm happy it's so hard for me to write a song
Some may say that that is weak but living bleak has made me strong
I do not believe in God but i pray that i am wrong
I used to wanna be normal
But I was always different
They couldn't understand me
So I had to remain distant
Mama told me pray
But everyday i wouldn't listen
Now it seems like living like this has become my addiction
I used to wanna be normal oh oh oh oh
I used to wanna be normal
I used to wanna be normal oh oh oh oh
I used to wanna be normal
Wanna be normal
Written by: Steven Villanueva
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