Same prayer, different day

Take me in

Look

Been on a runway, lost some weight

Now my voice sounds clearer than ever

They wonder why I'm moody

But I've been stuck in my head

Tryna find better ways to elevate

I need to get to a level in life where money ain't my problem anymore

Only the relationships I have with people

Fighting for my peace, physically and spiritually

I don't know what's happening, But I know a lot that can't be said

So many seen and unseen things

Got me confused which direction my mind is heading

I don't understand how they call me a bad person

Yet still try to belittle me

But I still put my hope in God, Even when I'm feeling lonely

For all the times I believed in Him

He showed up for me

Back then I was taking pictures with kids in a mascot suit

Now I'm taking pictures on top of the stage

You don't know what I've been through

So you can't tell me stop rapping about life

If my music doesn't motivate you, then leave

I've lost my heart

Nowadays, only motivation keeps me moving forward

Nowadays I feel like I have to summon my feelings,

Because it doesn't come naturally anymore

Why should I keep chasing her

When I know my music hasn't got to that level yet

She'll be screaming every word loud

The day she sees me on that stage

Dedicated to my career

Praying to God in my dreams

Crying, "Father, when will You answer

My prayers?"

Feels like I've to ask for the same thing every day, but nothing seems to change

Sometimes I question if God really hears me, but I know he does

Been there for me so many time when nobody else was

God has put me through tests that would've broken many people, but every lesson made me stronger

For real