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Trying
Hip-Hop/Rap
Trying was released on July 17, 2026 by Auryn 64 Music as a part of the album Trying - Single
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Release DateJuly 17, 2026
LabelAuryn 64 Music
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM100

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Offbeat Smitty
Offbeat Smitty
Performer
Nahath
Nahath
Performer
M3GA
M3GA
Performer
Davids Smits
Davids Smits
Rap
Khari Richards
Khari Richards
Vocals
Meighan Nealon
Meighan Nealon
Vocals
Adrian Gariba
Adrian Gariba
Synthesizer, Drums, Keyboards
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Davids Smits
Davids Smits
Lyrics
Meighan Nealon
Meighan Nealon
Lyrics
Adrian Gariba
Adrian Gariba
Composer, Arranger
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Adrian Gariba
Adrian Gariba
Producer, Mixing Engineer, Recording Engineer

Lyrics

Yeah
Damage is done profusely
Haven't figured out what confused me
Nothing's very soothing (Nothing)
And how I've been moving
Thinking was every kid's movie (Damn)
I was quite presuming
I would've never thought
I had different computing
Plus I would never view shit
Like I could ever choose it (Uh)
Taking dopamine hits
Like it's how you gotta swim
Listening without a question
Any person's suggestions
Not one to make objections
Turn down connections
Anxious 'bout inspections
Like must be impressive, yeah
Show them that's him
Otherwise I'm ending
Overthinking, never ending (Never ending)
Counting how many friends
Why I have less than
Incoming depression
Like economist trends (Let me in though)
Why won't they let in?
Why won't they let me sit?
I have many guesses
All of them are negative
Breaking up this pattern of fear
Delicate is I
Reaching for the safe zone
Can I grow here while I fly?
I try to try
To make you feel alright
Just try, just try
Delicate is I
Breaking up this pattern of fear
Delicate is I
Reaching for the safe zone
Can I grow here while I fly?
I try to try
To make you feel alright
Just try, just try
Delicate is I
I asked, "How do you not cry?"
Wondering how to survive
Being mad, not a type
Raised by women, not one guy
And if there was, I was passerby
Couldn't get too tied 'cause I was tired
I was tired (I was tired, I was tired, I was tired)
Was pretty sure it was me that was why
They would take flight
Since it happened every time
Was always told to spread my wings so I couldn't fly
Mother Earth against your sun causing rainy skies
I was grounded more than peers would criticize
Cried so many tears just to catch how many eyes
Heart broke every time I wouldn't tell you why
Trust me, Smitty, I ain't have my father too
Had to peel my beliefs and my fucking truths
I couldn't see what you couldn't see
All my heart had for no one's love
They called me mean, never did pursue drugs
Many times I weeped, was told to give it up
That wasn't me, was told to let it rest
But just couldn't sleep
Found out they found it funny when I shared my dreams
Probably why I became a wolf among so many sheep
Rather not say much but God wouldn't let me be (Let me be)
Started venting to anything that was listening
Inner thoughts sounded more like dark whispering
Feel like Killian, a three-piece makes me kill again
Want a long nose, a big one like Phineas, uh
Landing space with grace, the rule wrecker
Adapting to whatever the new matter
So tell me who stepper
Dark prince, the dark skin, the new mega
Breaking up this pattern of fear
Delicate is I
Reaching for the safe zone
Can I grow here while I fly?
I try to try
To make you feel alright
Just try, just try
Delicate is I
Breaking up this pattern of fear
Delicate is I
Reaching for the safe zone
Can I grow here while I fly?
I try to try
To make you feel alright
Just try, just try
Delicate is I
Written by: Adrian Gariba, Davids Smits, Meighan Nealon
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