Sometimes I find it so hard to sleep

I lay down but my mind will keep

Thinking what I want.

Thinking what I’ve done.

Thinking what I lost.

Some nights I lay awake for days

All alone, imagining ways

To get all I need.

To do all I’ll do.

To face all I face.

Can’t I get some sleep tonight?

I’m too tired to win this fight,

For something that I see.

Something that I feel.

Something that I hear.

You’re my soother.

All it takes is just one kiss from imaginary lips and this the black of night I’ll finally see.

You’re my soother.

I take comfort in this dream.

Try not to think of what it means that you’re not here with me.

Some days I just can’t wait anymore.

I know what I’m looking for.

It’s all over me.

It’s all around me.

It’s all watching me.

I run away from away from what I’m living here.

Run to all that I hold dear.

Dearly in your eyes.

Dearly in your smile.

Dearly in your soul.

You’re my soother.

Your look can shatter my mind.

Cold so hot I think I’m going blind

In a minute I will fly away.

You’re my soother.

And no one else can touch me so.

It’s so strange that you will never knot’s for you that I pray.

Hey. You don’t ever really need to be here anyway.

All that matters is that I see you standing there.

Do you wonder what I do with you, or do you even care?

You can’t imagine. I seem to see you everywhere.

You’re my soother.

Just give me a glance or two.

Maybe just a little more I ask of you.

My eyes will close and I can finally sleep.

You’re my soother.

And if someone is listening please pretend that you don’t hear a thing.

It’s a secret that I keep.

In your arms I lie to myself and try

Lying with you, if this is you,

Lying alone. Trying alone.

Just to close my eyes and kiss the day goodbye.

Or just something in my dream.

Longing to kiss the day goodbye.

But I’m not kissing you.

But where are you?

Only here with myself.

This dream’s not coming true.

Do you see me too?

There’s never anyone else.

There’s nothing I can do. I’m not with you.

Or are you as far away as you seem?

I can’t get to you.