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HOW I'M WIRED
Ambient
HOW I'M WIRED was released on July 20, 2026 by SYNTH PARADOX as a part of the album HOW I'M WIRED - Single
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Release DateJuly 20, 2026
LabelSYNTH PARADOX
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
SYNTH PARADOX
SYNTH PARADOX
Synthesizer
Theo Lorne
Theo Lorne
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
SYNTH PARADOX
SYNTH PARADOX
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
SYNTH PARADOX
SYNTH PARADOX
Producer

Lyrics

You're folding clothes
I'm on the couch
Gone again
Eyes on a distant wall
Body here
But not your man
You say my name twice
Before it lands
You laugh it off but I
Can see you wringing your hands
I kept saying that's just how I'm wired
Used my own mind like a mask I could hide in
Blame the weight in my head for the weight on your heart
I'm sorry I was present and still so far
I'm sorry I was present and still so far
You learned my patterns
Every quirk, every quiet spell
But I built a fortress
Called it who I am and wished you well
You asked for help
I answered with a label, not my time
Held up a diagnosis
Like a shield from every sign
I kept saying that's just how I'm wired
Used my own mind like a mask I could hide in
Blame the weight in my head for the weight on your heart
I'm sorry I was present and still so far
I'm sorry I was present and still so far
I hear you now
Every missed call in your voice
You never asked me to change my mind
Just to use it as a choice
No more hiding
Behind the words that fit my pain
I can love you fully
And still honor how I'm made
I kept saying that's just how I'm wired
Used my own mind like a mask I could hide in
Blame the weight in my head for the weight on your heart
I'm sorry I was present and still so far
I kept saying that's just how I'm wired
But you deserve more than a cold explanation
If I reach with my hands and my head and my heart
Can you meet me in this moment?
Not so far
Can you meet me in this moment?
Not so far
Written by: SYNTH PARADOX
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