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AFTERTHOUGHT
Hip-Hop/Rap
AFTERTHOUGHT was released on July 31, 2026 by jojanbeats as a part of the album INTROSPECTION
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Release DateJuly 31, 2026
Labeljojanbeats
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM71

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jojan Joseph
Jojan Joseph
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jojan Joseph
Jojan Joseph
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jojan Joseph
Jojan Joseph
Producer

Lyrics

You don't get to eat with me
U chose not to starve with me
But u were a star to me
U kick start the spark in me
That's why it's so hard for me
To let go and say pardon me
It's like u was a part of me
Pray all this don't harden me
Should've talk it out with me
But u chose to damage me
Damage done so leave me be
Did u even consider me
No point even crying E
No point coming back to me
Paranoia says you're lying, did u ever even like me e
You chose me first, it wasn't me, Now you chose peace over me
Looking back, I'd end up choosing me
It's cray but I don't hate u
Made me think how it was you not me
Now all see is me v me
It's high time I chose to be me
I know I was hard on me
Time to start my count on me
It's like a different part of me
I hope all this will sharpen me
I won't call coz I know u won't answer
You won't call coz u know I will
After all, all the thoughts feel like cancer
The way we'd call it was like a pill
I held my pain and sent it to my master
He took my pain and showed me what really matters
Set my purpose showed me how to reach it faster
My purpose locked my pain in the casket
My life on the line, weighing down on my shoulders
No matter what the time I pray to Christ and his mother
I protect what's mine with my life with no other
If you disrespect the kindness behind me, you'll suffer
My growth came from pain not age
If I knew about it, I, wouldn't end up stayin, wish I was playin
The thoughts come in waves and phase in any day
I tried to grow around it but the efforts were in vain
Everything I do is for little me, after all
If I choose you would you choose me
Matryoshka every age is inside of me
I hope Ten year old me feels so proud of me
You said you'd die for me, yes
But would you live for me, delightfully
In spite of me, you so dry to me, deceitfully
Despite the scene, end the games I'm tired of it
Every time I open up, they remind me why I don't
It gets worse for me
Try your worst on me
I've done worse to me
Know I like the worst in me
All this for who to please
Know what your motives be
Why you sat so close to me
I like my own sanctuary
The pain it took becoming me
The shame hits like recurring fees
The strain came from enduring me
Thoughts were like a 1000 fleas
My falls is proof that I once flew
They said it was nice to see
The hate I got was proof to me
That my inner peace at peace
Sorry if I'm too much, hope you find much less
Afterimage afterburn afterhours
After all, back to business
After all, its an afterthought
Written by: Jojan Joseph
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