I said it was my way

Or the highway

She left at least I was right

My mama said if I keep living like this I’ll be single the rest of my life

I found you a girl from the church the family loves her go make her your wife

Don’t you play with her heart if you live by the sword then you’ll probably die by the knife

She don’t know how I’m living

She don’t know what it’s like on the road

I developed a couple types

My palette expanded

All over the globe

Like this girl from Iran I play her my songs

She quick to come off of her clothes

Or they from Michoacán Oaxaca and Puebla

I’m praying that they don’t expose me

Different version myself different stories with different women

Some of think that I’m sad and depressed

Some of think that I’m winning I’m winning

It just depends on the moment we met

I’m not perfect I’m human emotionally driven

I know my heart has a whole lot of giving

I’m finding myself don’t you see how I’m living

(Like)

A better me

I search and I look for that guy

I done did journaling working on therapy

Heard it works so I gave it a try

Talking to God like

Lord am I doing this right?

I got questions and questions oh my

I’m on a plane miles in the air like

f* it I’ll figure it out on the fly

Like who am I? No I’m asking who am I really?

I ain’t been the same since I had found love in Oakland but she moved back to Philly

You know the pain of a car crash multiply it by 5 and you’ll probably feel me

How many girls will I amazon prime to the crib hoping that the next one will fulfill me

But it’s mutual not commodity

My value ain’t using them bodily

They say they see a light in me

Why I need reassurance so constantly

Now it’s time for my part I darken the lights

And now I’m giving her all of me

And I know my destiny’s calling me

But where the fuck is my phone

Tell me the reason that you turned your back on the woman who made your house into a home

I was just sick of arguing hurting you

Thought it better I left you alone

And I might be better but he has time for

You wanted someone who’s staying at home

Cause love can’t be cultivated over phones

And I was in in Egypt and Paris and Rome like

A better me

The person I know I can be

The person that all of these women can see

The person my friends and my family need

I’m talking to God like Lord am I doing this right

While His blessings they raining on me

Look before you cross

Don’t get hit by the car while you’re running around in the streets like

I said it was my way

Or the highway

She left I at least I was right

My mama told me I keep living like this I’ll be single the rest of my life

I found you a girl from the church the family loves her go make her your wife

Don’t you play with her heart if you live by the sword then you’ll probably die by the knife