album cover
flushed away
album cover
flushed away was released on July 23, 2026 by Corporate Trash Records as a part of the album you would’ve liked it here - EP
July 23, 2026
LabelCorporate Trash Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM86
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I’m only happy when I’m empty inside.
When there’s plenty of room for my secret to hide.
I don’t wanna live, but I don’t wanna die.
Cause I keep doing this every night
I only feel completed when my body is cold.
Didn’t think that I’d make to 18 years old.
I think about the family and the lies I told.
I promise I’m happy I swear on my soul
What can I do?
To satisfy you?
You eat away
At my body, I decay
How should I feel
When this gets real
You eat away
Billie, please come take my name
So I’ll lock my bathroom door
Keep my face level with the floor
Spew my secrets down the drain
Gagging on my moms distain
The soothing feeling, fingers down my throat
Trying to be quiet trying not to choke.
Cuz no one in my family has to know
I’m just so dramatic, now treat me so
What can I do?
To satisfy you?
You eat away
At my body, I decay
How should I feel
When this gets real
You eat away
At My body and soul, my mind decays
Go a week or two and leave my body filled to the brim
Then the nervous thoughts and insecurities move in
God told me to love everyone cause hate is a sin
But this self reflected punishment is victimless
The clicking sound my throat makes when I hit the spot
My therapist and loved ones couldn’t make me stop
I tried to cope I tried to heal I tried to talk
But when I look like this how could I not?
What can I do?
To satisfy you?
You eat away
At my body, I decay
How should I feel
When this gets real
You eat away
Oh I’ll be fine, just not today
Written by: American English
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