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GETHSEMANE
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GETHSEMANE was released on August 7, 2026 by Calen Hallow Music as a part of the album Faith In The Wild
August 7, 2026
LabelCalen Hallow Music
LanguageEnglish
BPM69
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

I didn't come here brave
I came here tired
It's three a.m. in my bloodstream
Fear got a voice and it knows me
I said I'd trust You in the good light
But the dark feels like it owns me
I thought faith would feel like flying
Thought peace came quick with the pain
But I'm on my knees in the silence
Trying not to run the other way
If there's another road
If there's an easier way
You could say it now
I'd take it
But I stayed in the garden
With my hands still shaking
Heart half-breaking
Saying Your name
I stayed in the moment
I didn't feel chosen
I just felt frozen
But I stayed
If this is faith, it's ugly
If this is love, it hurts
But I stayed in Gethsemane
When I wanted the world
I stayed
Everybody posts their halos
Cuts the blood out of the scene
They don't show the part where heaven
Feels like it's dodging me
I don't need a crown or fire
I don't need a voice in the sky
I just need to know You see me
When I'm too weak to romanticize
If obedience is holy
Why does it feel like grief?
Why does staying feel like dying quietly?
But I stayed in the garden
With my hands still shaking
Heart half-breaking
Saying Your name
I stayed in the moment
I didn't feel chosen
I just felt frozen
But I stayed
If this is faith, it's ugly
If this is love, it hurts
But I stayed in Gethsemane
When I wanted the world
I didn't feel strong
I didn't feel clean
I just didn't leave
Angels never showed
The sky never moved
But something in me said"Stay"
So I did
No spotlight
No voice from above
Just a shaking yes
In the dark
No spotlight
No voice from above
Just a shaking yes
In the dark
Yeah I stayed in the garden
No armor, no answers
Just breath in my lungs
And a yes in my chest
I stayed when it cost me
My comfort, my timing
My need to be saved
From the mess
If this is faith, it's ugly
If this is love, it burns
But I stayed in Gethsemane
When I wanted the world
I wanted the world
But I stayed
I stayed
Written by: J Grant
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