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First Time Earthquake
Pop
First Time Earthquake was released on July 23, 2026 by Ashley Klein Maddision as a part of the album Nothing But Sin
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Release DateJuly 23, 2026
LabelAshley Klein Maddision
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM139

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ashley Klein Maddision
Ashley Klein Maddision
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ashley Klein Maddision
Ashley Klein Maddision
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ashley Klein Maddision
Ashley Klein Maddision
Producer

Lyrics

Second-hand hoodie, knees on the floor
Laughing too loud at the crack in the door
All of my friends, all of them boys
Treat me like one of their own broken toys
Midnight confession, out in his car
Lip gloss smeared between seatbelts and stars
I said go slow, he said I know
But my whole body didn't get the memo
Teeth in my lip, nails in his back
Half of me wanted to jump and retract
Heart in my throat, eyes on his face
Searching for something like safety and grace
First time felt like an earthquake
Too much body in a small space
Every breath a sharp intake
Thought I'd split wide open
Pain and wonder in the same place
Burning up and trying to stay brave
Didn't know how much my world would shake
First time felt like an earthquake
Morning came in through his dusty blinds
Thighs still sore, but my head felt light
We joked about how weird it was
I wore his t-shirt like some borrowed trust
Group chat blowing up my phone
We ordered fries, watch shows still stoned
He met their eyes, I met my own
In the bathroom mirror on the drive back home
Seatbelt bruise on my hip
Tiny reminder where I chose to slip
Into this skin, I half outgrew
Trying to figure out what girls like me do
First time felt like an earthquake
Too much body in a small space
Every breath a sharp intake
Thought I'd split wide open
Pain and wonder in the same place
Burning up and trying to stay brave
Didn't know how much my world would shake
First time felt like an earthquake
I'm still the one who misses the bus
Still the friend who laughs too much
But there's a ghost where the old me sat
Waving from the bleachers in my past
I didn't break, I bent and bent
Turned that night into a new accent
Yet hurt, I won't pretend
But I walked out carrying my own consent
Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Written by: Ashley Klein Maddision
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