Loose screws falling out my head trying to change and find a new mood

I try picking up the moonshine but it only work once in a blue moon

I remember lookin' inside, life panoramic, chillin' with the red eyes

I'm in Minnesota, Michigan, Arizona, found the devil out on Van Nuys

Def Jam wanted lil' pocket, I was out of pocket just tryna still grasp it

House parties with the drugs and the drunk hoes, startin' all the bad habits

Thinkin' back, I was just rappin, shakin' hands with the wrong people

Lotta love but they lack action, I just wish that it was more peaceful

Too many late nights all alone in my head

Drink till I'm drunk with just spins on that bed

Killin' myself for this life that live

So tonight we go slow, we drink coffee instead

Coming up short on the obligations, feelin' like I'm Lord Farquaad

It's embarrassing how I'm feelin, I just wish we could make my heart stop

Got Fiona fucked up, if you knew the truth, it could make your jaw drop

God, make it all stop, need a hand like this shit was all-state

People don't understand, oh no they don't now

They say we get nothing out of life, life

Understand, or know they don't know

They say we get nothing out of life, they say