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hate myself.
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Metal
hate myself. was released on August 7, 2026 by 10706658 Records DK2 as a part of the album The Shape Of My Collapse
album cover
Release DateAugust 7, 2026
Label10706658 Records DK2
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM96

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Bitter Ends
Bitter Ends
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Martin Loftén
Martin Loftén
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Martin Loftén
Martin Loftén
Producer

Lyrics

Mirror on the wall but I hate that face
Every flaw magnified I can’t escape
Voices in my head say I’m not enough
Try to shut ‘em down but they’re way too loud
Got a smile on, fake, just to get me through
But it cracks real quick when I’m alone in my room
Every step I take feels like sinking sand
I’m my own worst enemy, yea I know I am
I keep fighting shadows I can’t out write
Every battle lost before it’s begun
I hate myself but I can’t let go
Stuck in a war that I can’t out grow
Every scar is a name I know
Yea I carved it deep just to feel something
I hate myself yea I say it loud
But the silence hits when there’s no one around
If I disappear would you even care or just breathe me out like I wasn’t there
Got a list in my head of everything wrong
Play it on repeat like my favorite song
Every what if turning into regret
Every chance I had is a ghost I can’t forget
Try to numb the pain but it bleeds right though
No matter what I change I’m still mean to you
And I hate that truth more than anything
Every broken thought got a tighter grip
I keep digging deeper just to feel alive
But I lose myself every single time
I hate myself but I can’t let go
Stuck in a war that I can’t out grow
Every scar is a name I know
Yea I carved it deep just to feel something
I hate myself yea I say it loud
But the silence hits when there’s no one around
If I disappear would you even care or just breathe me out like I wasn’t there
Tear me down
I’ll do it myself
No one else can hate me like I can
I don’t need your help
I’m already less than what I am
Mirror on the wall
Yea yea
Yea I know that face
It’s the one that I love
Yea yea
And the one that I hate- hate
Written by: Martin Loftén
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