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when i'm up.
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Alternative Rap
when i'm up. was released on July 22, 2026 by Zandxr as a part of the album farewell, lover.
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Release DateJuly 22, 2026
LabelZandxr
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Zandxr
Zandxr
Programming, Keyboards, Mixed Artist, Background Vocals, Percussion, Drums, Rap, Synthesizer
Ax2geeked
Ax2geeked
Performer
wormhole!!
wormhole!!
Performer
Thurston Diaz
Thurston Diaz
Bass, Keyboards, Mixed Artist, Background Vocals, Percussion, Drums, Programming, Rap
Axel Vélez
Axel Vélez
Mixed Artist, Background Vocals, Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Zandxr
Zandxr
Composer, Arranger, Lyrics
Thurston Diaz
Thurston Diaz
Composer, Arranger, Lyrics
Axel Vélez
Axel Vélez
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Zandxr
Zandxr
Producer
wormhole!!
wormhole!!
Producer

Lyrics

uh, talking about “life ain’t fair” but
stay being on your bullshit, woah
let ‘em know about yourself
until you feel enough, your own self-worth
is determined by the people who
couldn’t give less of a fuck about you
what are you gonna do when your
life is all on you and when I’m up
uh, you like a tumor
got a southern look call me a “Jane Remover”
putting shit out, not responding to you
can’t see straight without me following for you
kick back legs the best, can’t stand the rest
all your enemies are your own manifest
care for me first, fuck all the hurt,
just know that I’m running far from your
thirsting, hurting, lover can’t tell which one you wanted first
been, 18, days away without you I’ve been
longing, trying, best to keep the love within my
person, stunting, tell me all about it I just wanna feel your
love, love, love-love, love
pain, pain, pain-pain, pain
can’t, can’t, can’t stay, a
way, way, way-way, way
heart, heart, heart-heart, heart
beat, beat, beat-beat, beat
you, you, you-you, you
babe, babe, baby, I’m
lost
turn up in that bitch (yuh yuh)
codeine in my piss (in my piss)
they made I exist (yuh yuh)
I’m popping that motherfuckin’ blick (fucking blick)
took me some X I’m with Zan’ (yuh, yeah)
yeah, you know how I get (yuh yuh, yeah)
fuck that boy he doing zig zags trying to run away from this stick (woah, woah)
I promise you I catch his bitch ass finna put his body in a ditch (woah, woah)
me and my brother we so lit lit lit, yeah let that fire spit
yeah me and my brother we going up yeah yeah, going up quick (going up, going up, going up)
check 1, check 1 check 1
I got to check I don't trip about my bank account
I got my income but don't have no funds
what you talk about in the late night
girl be texting me it don't feel right
because girl you just want me for money I don't think it's funny
and it feels like something I'll
do when I'm up
pour it up in my cup
we living hard enough
baby I want trust
love is flowing through us
don't wanna give us up
I can give all you want
baby just come
do when I'm up
pour it up in my cup
we living hard enough
baby I want trust
love is flowing through us
don't wanna give us up
I can give all you want
baby just come-come, woah!
Written by: Axel Vélez, Thurston Diaz, Zander Waddell
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