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You can have this when I...
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You can have this when I... was released on August 3, 2026 by Paxsonchase as a part of the album You can have this when I... - Single
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Release DateAugust 3, 2026
LabelPaxsonchase
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM100

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Paxson Chase
Paxson Chase
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Joshua Stephen
Joshua Stephen
Lyrics
Dot Beats
Dot Beats
Composer

Lyrics

I ain't been myself for some days and some years now
Chillin' by myself like fuck all my peers now
Been in the game so long, man, I guess I'm a pro now
Like I am him and fuck all them
And she know what it is, I walked in trimmed
These ****, they study me, got 'em watching' film
Like I know I'm better, I know I'm cold
I be under the weather, but still feel bold
And living' like my life is invincible
But I'm Omni-Man, I just feel alone
And I'm flying' through space, fucking' bitches and hoes
I just wanna go home, but I do not know
My mama told me one day she'll be gone, but she'll be proud of me
I told myself that she ain't dying', that's not allowed to me
Remember when she would just tell me stories, read aloud to me
Told me I could be anything I allow myself to be
I allow myself to be
I allow myself to be
I allow myself to be
I allow myself to be fucked up and broken
Allow myself to sit here wishing' and hoping'
That everything can change 'cause I just
Know it's the way it's supposed to be
Maybe I'm coasting', maybe I'm delusional
I made pain my office, now I'm stuck in cubicles
I used to hurt myself, dry blood on my cuticles
And I just don't understand how they see life as beautiful
Isn't it weird how they can see stuff so clear?
And you're stuck just sitting here
Thinking' life's just so unfair
Isn't it weird how you're blinded by your tears?
Everything feels like it's stairs
Climbing and climbing to get there
We all fall, who to call?
I just wish I had one chance
God, give me just one chance
Written by: Dot Beats, Joshua Stephen
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