album cover
Pills
album cover
Pills was released on October 23, 2026 by Jakarta Records as a part of the album Life Is Beautiful Again
ReleasedOctober 23, 2026
LabelJakarta Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM65
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

White pills on my windowsill
Drugstore make-up, stack of pennies
White shells from a beach I steal
Keep them close I feel less empty
Post-
Big deal, big deal
So I cut my hair with the kitchen scissors
Big deal, big deal
So I walked out with a t-shirt in the blizzard
How embarrassing, trust no one but my therapist
Who else can I be honest with?
Don’t know how I’m making rent
God I need to get a grip
Can’t say how often I considered
Taking to the club to strip
(To the club to strip)
Licking her blunt, shaking her ass at a trap in Manhattan
How fun, baby gave me a bump as I watched it all happen
White pills on my window sill
Drugstore make-up, stack of pennies
White shells from a beach I steal
Keep them close I feel less empty
Post-
Big deal, big deal
So I like dopamine, would do anything to get it
(Ha!)
Big deal, big deal
So I’m kind of a bitch and I don’t regret it
 
Gave my psychiatrist a call
“Can you bump my dosage up?”
“Well, how many pills do you think would be enough?”
When I don’t wish I was gone
Can be super nonchalant
That he’s dating other women
Saw the hickey on his arm
I’m sober and I’m bored
So over the unsure
Lord, send someone who understands
Me for who I am
Won’t care I’m so fucked up
(On these)
White pills on my windowsill
Drug store make-up, stack of pennies
White shells from a beach I steal
Keep them close I feel less empty
Big deal, big deal
Big deal, big deal
Written by: Aidan Mcfate, Nadine El Roubi

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