Waking up every morning, I hear sirens in my head

Is it the environment or the fallacies that I dread

Flames are scorching, blazing the horses

Making this wasted time feel enormous

Yawning in bed, my mind feeling dormant

Gotta get ahead to up the scoring

Can I really make a difference? or do I surrender

The concepts and rhymes just being used as my fender

A defender I am

Of the truth and prized possessions we withstand

Using my voice to reprimand the injustice we see

But if I'm not enough then you gotta follow me

Holiness is what I work to be, to end the unfortunate corrupt functionality

My life filled with madness

The concept's a tragedy

I stretch my hands out to the father, his hands out of reach

I'm proud to be searching for something gold like alchemy

A masterpiece

I like to stay hungry, I keep my palate clean

My life implode if I allow it

Press the button, eisenhower

Dont give me that kinda power

It could be my final hour

Life's imbalanced

Life's a pattern

Everything come back around

The rich get rich and stay adrift

The system's twisted, tightly wound

I check the clock, the hands have stopped

Like quiet crowds with no applause

I spent my time writing bars, no wonder I feel trapped and lost

Imprisonment, and I can't see

I'm seeing double, michael b

Jordan, see the warden

He look like he boutta sentence me

I pledge allegiance to no flag

I pledge allegiance to no man

I pledge allegiance to my past

I'm praying y'all can understand

I'm begging please, your honor

Just let me free, your honor

He bang the gavel and nodded

Said "case closed, onwards"

I guess life can bite ya, a fanged viper

A curse to have spite, it's time to pay the piper

Told my g-pa smile, then I saw his face light up

I grabbed his hand tighter

It start to feel lighter

He fought until the end, but death is the greatest fighter

And not a single punch in this world will hit like life does

So gon and grab a lighter

Raise a toast, hug ya folks

Go be loud and do the most

Love ya friends, keep em close

I just hope that when my time comes

They hear my words that I hum

They hear the bass and my drums

And let it play, then I've won

Mama, aren't you proud, huh?

Look at how far that I've come

I love you way beyond words

I love you always, onward

Love you always Ima ponder

My life and family feels like commerce

I rehearse the cohesive ventures like a scholar

Im repping my repertoire, to get my dollars

I hear the hollers, and the hooting

They dont see inside, only out they be viewing

Im queuing the love, continuing shooing the fuss

Opening up, thinking is there anyone truer than us, uh

Wishing I could fish out of the grave

My moms mom never seen how I've grown to behave

Thinking if this road that I pave, would be glistening from lessons she gave

No time to look back now

All this work Im just motivated to make her proud

Stepping back Im saying wow

They dont joke about life being as fast a blink

So I get to the ink, and reflect for my peers, faster than they could think

Word to my ignorant brothers

I really love ya

But, I need you to be consubstantial with me for our mothers

The hurting they cover, the loving they smother

Hopefully theres enough time, so we can recover

Im feeling more intact with my spiritual side

The loving Lord and my destined fate, I hope to reside

I know theres a reality where the righteous and the evil have coincide

Thats just the heart that gets provided direct to my mind

Im hoping I can become free'd a little sooner

But that contradicts the enjoyment I get from living on earth

I been thanking the Lord since birth

Cuz without him, I wouldnt be here talking this worth

The gifts and the curse

Its like money cant buy happiness, they tell the kids as they splurge

Im coming for purge

But nothing harmful, ya heard

Spreading kindness and intuition, I believe

Times running out for me, so I gotta grasp it and full court heave

I do the duck and the weave

From shit thats bothering me

Had to leave this message, before I hit the road and leave

Onwards