What do you believe in heaven or hell

I believe in heaven cause we far from Hell

Know times we fail, brothers in jail never making bail

So I prevail, it ain't cards it's how you deal, let's keep it real

No role models, looking up to empty bottles

One I had is in heaven, shit left me hollow

Losing people close, hard pill to swallow

Pray you keep going, brighter days tomorrow

I know my dad never believed in sorrow

God has a reason and a path to follow

Dream as you'll live forever, live as you'll die tomorrow

No sense to wallow instead grip the throttle, put down the bottle

Say Life all about cream what's a dollar and a dream

All the things I seen age of 13

Smoking all my weed my only therapy

The Only times I'm free when on the mic it seems

World changing, through the struggles blazing

Heart racing, fine once I'm on the stage and

Flow amazing, applause filled my cadence

I'm faded, but get higher till I'm not thinking, mind evasion Envision, life from the beginning

World spinning

See truer colors twisted

Light through prisms

Bare witness to the victims

Paralyzed pride hide behind intentions

Try to euthanize regression

With worldly possessions

Only safe in streets when carrying a weapon

Protection key especially living in sections

Blessing came with lessons, like god sent me a message

If not now than when, need to start over again

Thoughts they bleeding in, in this wicked world of sin, do t give in

Leave you pinned trapped suffocating in your skin

Wondering why you did that stupid shit again

My emotions I close them I hate being open feel like I'm frozen leads me being hopeless, who chose this

What do you believe in heaven or hell

I believe in heaven cause we far from Hell

Know times we fail, brothers in jail never making bail

So I prevail, it ain't cards it's how you deal, let's keep it real

Left you to a three-6, no snitching or you hit

Barely got a pot to piss, looking for a place to fit

That gift saved me made me rich

Not that money rich that soul rich

That type the makes your soul itch

My pitch perfect, practice made it certain

Purpose on the surface, inside my mind a circus

It's me vs me, I'm nervous, rewire circuits

Require service, like I'm worthless

Like I can't afford the purchase

Worry in my mind don't got the time to think

I'll be fine, grab the mic, once the beat sinks I speak

Never been one to back down, so why now

Control the crowd, jump around make my dad proud

Wake up and I'm faded on and off of different stages

Lit like Vegas, chasing this dream till I make it

Fuck a placement, getting famous, trying to buy my family places

Rap sensation taking over the nation

But time I'm racing, time keep wastin

Sitting contemplating, mind still jaded

If I don't who will, they say gon Lies kill

Speak in truths to heal,but in the end see the bloodspill

What do you believe in heaven or hell

I believe in heaven cause we far from Hell

Know times we fail, brothers in jail never making bail

So I prevail, it ain't cards it's how you deal, let's keep it real