Giving up my self control

Cause tryna keep away is hopeless

Baby, will you let me know

Let me know if it's showing

It's never been top of my resume, but even when I know it's poison, I can't seem to stay away

So I'm repeating all the same mistakes, there's no wasted effort but you'll never really force a change

I hear your echoes when I'm tryna sleep

Got in this alone but now I'm drowning in it way too deep

I should've known that you were wrong for me

But I was too bitter from thinking nobody was made for me

What would you do just for a piece of Nirvana

I couldn't reach out and grab it, so I let go when you wanted

What would you do just to escape your own karma

Already got all this baggage, so I'll just get back to wandering

Giving up my self control (don't text, don't call me)

Cause tryna keep away is hopeless

(Matter fact, I'm glad you blocked me)

Baby, will you let me know (But you can't come and get these memories)

Let me know if it's showing (and they gon taunt me)

So I'll be giving up my self control

Cause tryna keep away is hopeless

Baby, will you let me know

Let me know if it's showing

I know my own Achilles heel, but I still run from my problems

And I don't care how you feel, don't tell me how you would solve them

Lately it's getting too real, my main escape marijuana

And I don't like how it feels, these days I hit it too often

I hate to validate the truth when it's so inconvenient

But I still know it's no use, I know we all got our weaknesses

And I'm beat down, none this back and forth

It's like every day the question is, how it get worse

Cause you left me, to make sense of

Damn near everything, I repent but

You still in my veins, you still in my blood

After everything, I guess I'm giving up

Giving up my self control

Cause tryna keep away is hopeless

Baby, will you let me know

Let me know if it's showing

Giving up my self control (After all I gave)

Cause trying to keep away is hopeless (Things won't be the same)

Baby, will you let me know (I should've moved on)

Let me know if it's showing (But I still feel the same)

I still feel the same