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neck deep
Hip-Hop/Rap
neck deep was released on July 28, 2026 by oakstreehouse as a part of the album sorehead
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Release DateJuly 28, 2026
Labeloakstreehouse
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM127

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Xavier Oak
Xavier Oak
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Xavier Oak
Xavier Oak
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Kid Ocean
Kid Ocean
Producer

Lyrics

I'm just a sorehead, I'm just a sorehead, I'm just a sorehead,
Please don't leave me all alone, I can't ignore it
I'm just a sorehead, I'm just a sorehead
I'm waking up neck deep,
I've been drowning here for weeks,
The memories lingering like your smell did on my sheets
Tell me, bae, after everything, what does this feeling mean
When I know that you're wrong for me but want you all the same?
You know I mean the best, but does it really change a thing
If I take away your stress, does it have to be a drain
Of course I'm gonna tell you no,
More than we can ever take,
God forbid I take a breath, just for a second, take a break
I'm neglecting my vessel just tryna unchain my spirit
When I lay there alone, I realize how much I'm fearing
On deeper levels than I can solve by just laying and dreaming
That one day I'll be better and the change will Keep sticking
Cause I wake up neck deep
While I'm drowning here for weeks
The memories linger on, like your smell did on my sheets
Tell me, baby after everything, what does this feeling mean
When I'm knowin that you're wrong for me,
But want you all the same?
Everybody else been finding things that make them feel complete
Me, I be steady chasing things that I don't wanna need
I write it out and play it back, then it brings me to my knees
It's got me preying on myself, I break it down just like my weed
Roll it up, put it in the air, now my problems up in smoke
All these things that I've been through, my failures stick with me the most
So focused on my potential, I don't come off how I meant to
I don't pick up on the cues until they already resentful
Give you an inch but you're taking a mile
I just can't resist how you're stringing me out
I wish I was pissed how you're treating me now
But my self-respect been MIA for a while
I look in your eyes and I feel like a child
I'm so hypnotized, I can't find a way out
You could do me right, you could do me wrong, I think I know,
Think I know what I got, so it must be almost gone
You know that I tried, but I cant do this alone
I'm so sick, I'm so tired, of trying to earn some respect
When it feels, most the time, like I barely exist
I'm wakin up neck deep,
I've been drowning here for weeks,
the memories lingerin like your smell did on my sheets,
tell me, bae, after everything,
what does this feeling mean,
When I know that you're wrong for me,
but still want you all the same?
I know I'm doing this all wrong, but ain't no way to do it right
I can't tell you that I'm numb, from putting up such a fight,
Cause then, you let me go, and now, I'm all alone,
Going right back where I started or you crying on the phone,
I'm tryna learn to swim out here, but the current be vicious
Won't hide a thing from you, but its makin me suspicious
All I know is what you tell me and sometimes it seem ridiculous
Tryna swim out there to save you, while you're drowning in my feelings
We waking up neck deep,
We been drowning here for weeks,
The memories linger and your smell keep stayin sheets,
Tell me, bae, after everything, what does it really mean
Every time that unravels only common thread is me
Written by: Xavier Oak
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