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Up Until Now
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Up Until Now was released on August 21, 2026 by enjou as a part of the album Up Until Now - Single
ReleasedAugust 21, 2026
Labelenjou
LanguageEnglish
BPM69
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I'm not blind
But I pretended not to see
The way he looked at me
Green brown eyes
Looking behind me
Then looking down
Into mine
He took my hand
And he held it above my head against the wall-and he
said I've got to elevate the wound or else you'll bleed out
He takes such good care of me. I didn't realize I needed it
And up until now, I suppose it was just survival
Or maybe that was just life and this is just better
I'm not trying to please him
But everything I do makes him love me more
And when I leave him
He says he misses me
But that just makes him love me more when he can hold me
He takes such good care of me. I didn't realize I needed it
And up until now, I suppose it was just survival
Or maybe that was just life and this is just better
Written by: Avery Jane, Rodolphe Bouille

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