“But the real answer to your question, is that when it feels scary to jump, that is exactly when you jump. Otherwise you end up staying in the same place your whole life, and that I can’t do.”

Yeah

Huh

This a portrait of my life, displaying my family tree

Looking at my walls, all the pictures that I see

And when I see your face, that’s me picturing my peace

I’m savoring my life, and what it came to be

I wrote this for the people who make my smile beam

I feel the tears rush, so I let em all stream

Couple qualities I buried, that I came to redeem

Taking aim, shoot my shot, til I empty magazines

My mama the one who taught me how to dream

My sister the one who taught me self esteem

My grandma the one who taught me how to grieve

My father the one who taught me how to leave

Right person, Right time, had the wrong attitude

What’s It like to stick around, instead of always passing through

Love me like a day one, even when I’m acting new

The woman that I’m with now, show me what that passion do

Tried puffing up my chest, ain’t wanna talk about neglect

It’s hard to accept, the spot in your heart wasn’t kept

For me

And I still feel rejected

Sometimes I project it

But I never mean harm though

Hanging on to tomorrow

And the past bring me sorrow

So what I can’t I live now

Way I woke up feeling like I’m in a fresh state of mind

I’m grounding myself, through all these frustrating times

It’s up to us to rise above, when obstacles emerge

You blocking blessings dawg, when you popping off, watch your words

Love the people that you got while they still around

The time we have is limited, so live for right now

(…)

Every second spent with you, a lifetime of fortune

Foundation solid, you a home, you a fortress

Rain clouds part ways, green start to flourish

You became the reason why I’m breathing every morning

(…)

Never could I thank you enough, for everything you’ve done

I will never let you die, energy forever young

I’ve been finding more strength

In absorbing your pain

I’ve been finding more strength

In absorbing your pain

The whole theme tonight been self improvement

Dreams only die, when you stop pursuing

This music with a cause, hope you felt the movement

Today I’m wiser, but I once felt clueless

(…)

“November 6th, Vengeance won’t change the past, mine or anyone else’s. I have to become more.”