Low down dirty even, like

Yeah

No telling the trauma the kids harbor inside

It's strict over here

The story of an addict, anything but pragmatic

You might say he's a junkie, but somebody calls him daddy

Yet to pray, but still functioning, a creature of habit

A leech, a savage, betraying any trust he can establish

Imagine, single father of five

Three most important things, drink, party, get high

In the southern part of the Chi where it's hard to survive

So many Mini 14s and Carbon one-fives

Also the alibi, that's where this narcissist thrives

Known to bargain and bribe 'cause he's marginalized

No telling the trauma the kids harbor inside

Plus they all get it from they mama, cold heart, no pride

Tell a lie, might even cry, just to get what they need

Whole litter of mixed breeds, just grifters and thieves

Bad apples right by the tree, yeah, if you know, then you know, manic and bipolar, I seen those episodes

If I can't die from it, then I won't do it for a living

Overdose, detox, I think I saw the light

I don't sleep at all at night, I been drinking all my life

Fighting all these demons, but they moving like Floyd

Who am I kidding? I'ma lose by decision

Too much in my system made me lose my religion

And if I can't die from it, I won't do it for a living

I already damaged my liver, probably due for a kidney

I wanna be there for my kids, but I'm too fucking dizzy

Excuse me, I'm busy

Right now I'm on the way to go confuse my physician to abuse these prescriptions

I probably taken every pill except for Plan B

Wear the name bracelet from the ER like it's Van Cleef

And wear a smile all on my face, but it's still major pain

I'm like Sinatra mixed with Ocean, I wish I could sing

I'm just being frank, but what's in a name?

Cheers to never changing, that's right, I'm shameless

Daddy hates me, ah

Daddy hates me

That ain't true

Well, it ain't you, he just don't love himself

Why don't you admit you don't want anyone else to be happy because you're a sad old fart?

How do you saddle a fart?