A Moment's Grace

I wasnt born this way I been living a lie they say Somebody brought me to my knees well, I had everything So tell me would you please, how could I possibly have needed, so much more The thing I was craving Was some kind of lady So I might find a friend And all the aching in my muscles as they hurt oh wont you put my hands to work to ease my mind And you realise in a moments grace You've been unravelling the fabric of your coat And you pick a line down the (wall?) and trace Till the end And when you walk back sorry with a fallen body like you should No im not gonna die this way Maybe it was was the mould you see That was knocking the wall in me That I forgot just what it was that I had needed to be for all the time id given Maybe i forgot what livin was now for And you realise in a moments grace You might just already be onto something good And you pick a line on a (call?) and trace Because you can And when it comes back heavy Youll be more than ready like you should Cause i am not gonna die this way Through a crack in the road it sprung A seedling warm and young Stretching out for the sun Its almost in, im giddy. For this time I might be winnin As the moving lights that time of year lay still And as my body changes pace I seem to know again that Im not gonna die this way Oh Ill hold my misses in a bed of kisses like I should 'Cause I'm not gonna die this way