That’s an awful lot of booze

Mixed with a belly full of blues

Thin line between death and a snooze

Out of breath with one step in my shoes

I just make it look easy

Only say it if it’s true

“Yeah, for me or for you?”

What!?

Man, not yo’s - loaded like my questions don’t get it confused

Geez, what you rushing to lose!?

Pay attention, that’s coo, but that won’t cover the dues

Takes a lot out here. Takes a lot out of you

Heisenberg‘s back just to make that clear

Breaking Bad habits out here

Cherry freshly picked for the tip of the iceberg

Killfranc, do it with nice words

RKO and a bite from the viper

Ain’t no ambush, I just stay low-key

Never seen such a mean son of a queen

And a pimp turned king

You can tell by the lean

I got it ‘cause I give it and get it

You got it or you missing the point?

If I’m annoyed it’s by the demons I’m convinced I destroyed

Silly me thought I’d be free and filled with joy

It isn’t easy being really real believe me

Got voids to fill and feelings to feel

It don’t stop until I lose my top with intrusive thoughts and thoughts to process

Offsets the likelihood of trusting the process

Awful nonsense lost me profits

Mental decline and colossal losses

Got me looking like a liar not nonchalant

Even though it’s not a claim, it’s what I aim to be

With a past that haunts me

A Future that wants me but a present taunts me

Life is awful, awesome, bitchy, bossy, sexy, messy, saucy. Shit, she’s beautiful, but costly and terribly exhausting