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Holding On
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Holding On was released on October 8, 2026 by Tyler Gifted as a part of the album Gem-In-I
October 8, 2026
LabelTyler Gifted
LanguageEnglish
BPM119
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

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Music Video

Lyrics

You're still holding on to it
All of that pain
When are you going to let it go?
You use it as an excuse for your actions
But when will that change?
Do you wonder what a better life's like?
The one you have don't seem right
So used to these dark days
You feel blinded when you see light
Do I have the power to change mine?
Why do I take the long way? (Long way)
It'll be okay, that's what they all say (that's what they all say)
Every day my mind races
Way too anxious and impatient
Wanna fix myself, I'm breaking
I keep falling down
I've been broken way too many times before (too many times before)
Try my best to heal, but pain knocks on my door (knocks on my door)
Whenever she does, I let her inside
She gets to digging and poking my pride
Everything positive pushed to the side
I ain't able to feel it and I don't know why
Past traumas always coming at me
A poor excuse for not staying happy
Lashing out, can't stay calm
Need to fix myself and just move on
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
It got me fucked up
I try to keep moving on
The voice in my head won't shut up
Start to think that something's wrong (something's wrong)
Maybe I'm too caught up
As a man, I gotta be strong
There's a part of me that feels so fed up
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
To all the pain from my past
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
To all this hate that I have
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
To every tear that I dropped
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
Is this ever gon' stop?
Every tear that fell made me lose touch
When I speak my mind, is it too much?
Haven't felt like myself in a few months
Now I'm stuck convinced that I screwed up
People hold on to your past (hold on to your past)
'Cause they have no future
Why do the worst memories last?
Look at me, you're the image that suits ya
On the brink of breaking down
Would they judge if I think out loud?
I'd rather not make a sound
Keep it to myself, let it all work out
There's a price to pay to be a good person
Chose peace, yet I keep hurting
Think I'm lost, but I keep searching
Sometimes I wonder, is it all worth it?
Wanna get better, now how do I heal?
If I'm dragging myself to a place where it's dark
Gotta taste of the light
Try to move forward, the truth is I don't even know where to start
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
It got me fucked up
I try to keep moving on
The voice in my head won't shut up
Start to think that something's wrong (something's wrong)
Maybe I'm too caught up
As a man, I gotta be strong
There's a part of me that feels so fed up
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
To all the pain from my past
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
To all this hate that I have
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
To every tear that I dropped
Been holding on way too long (way too long)
Is this ever gon' stop? (Is this ever gon' stop?)
Written by: Tyler Jorge Lafond
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