Forgot to meditate again

Ate Xanax on the way and slept

Layover says oversold by ten

I wait with bated breath

Stand by for standby

Told fam I can't stop by, my hands tied

Stand in that damn line and chase piece of mind from last time

Fumbling the ecstasy

Of prolonged location therapy

Somewhere warm in February

Wandering a historic cemetery

And sip Henny for each falling star

That scalding but alluring calm

When everyone you know is never sure where you are

I guess leaving's my calling card

I guess leaving's my calling card

And I don't care that I'm falling apart

Escape from myself, I'm always at large

If what we've done is all that we are

I'm just walking around and stalling at bars

I romanticize existence

Fantasize deliverance

Pantomime reflected bliss

Blind by tantalizing distance

Shoplift in a ghost town

Return, like Caesar to Rome, for the slow drown

She said, "Can you just sit down?

It's like even when you're home you're still never around"

Never around

Never around

Never around

Never around, never, never, never around

Never, never, never, never, Matthew, never around

Never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never around

Never, never, never, never, never, never, never around

Never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never