look when your mother pass away

You get separated from your siblings know I love all my sisters shout out to my sister lily but sometimes it gets

Better when you move forward I was that kid that you can put the blame on

& I was the black sheep of the family

Said the scars inside my heart will never go away never really had my father but that don’t mean shit cause I turned out

Okay my lil brother Eli only 17 & he dropped out of school it’s a beautiful

Pain but that’s what shapes us to grow

Up I made a home out of nothing cause what you know about eating baloney everyday I come from a poor family we

Had to grind for what we have & yea the only time I had money was on my birthdays by the time I turned seven

Teen I was the man of the family I became a man at a young age when your mother passes away things

Change I still remember seeing my lil sisters face when she saw our mother in a coffin & I can’t forget that pain but

We’ll be okay I think god had different plans for us but we still made it when things got tough & yea I had to grow up

At a young age but that don’t mean I don’t have my own problems but I gotta stay strong for my family cause that’s

Just how life works I was that kid that didn’t really talk much I was the type that couldn’t feel emotions properly

No matter what I’m going through ima always put my family over my mental

Health my sister graduated at six teen

It’s beautiful how far she came even after the pain we went through as kids we still kept our heads up but some

Times things don’t go our way I had to get it on my own everybody like just relax but my heart tells me differently

Said the scars inside my body will go away but the trauma wont go away when you loose a parent you loose

Your family but that don’t mean shit cause we still gone keep moving forward cause what you know about

Making it out the trenches I was the kid who got into fights & catch a case but that don’t shape who I am Wednesdays

I go see my probation officer Monday through Fridays I work & stack my cake

Saturdays through Sundays I spend

Time with my girl & yea I’ve been through a lot of pain but I still keep my head high through the rain but that

Don’t change how I feel about myself said the broken pieces in my heart will heal but that don’t mean I’m gonna give

Up it’s love for all my ex’s & siblings cause I’m not one to hold grudges & shout out to my sister lily she became

Someone great when you loose a parent things change but sometimes it gets better as you get older & stronger

My brother Eli dropped out at 17 it’s a beautiful pain but we’ll always be great no matter what choices we make…

(Shout out to my sister lily she became some one great) even through the pain we keep our heads high…..