When I am down and out

Cast aside

Drowning in whatever that I can’t provide When the pain hits me and pulls me and tries to break me because life is not what I would’ve made who am I gonna call?

I can’t call anyone

I am a man

I am alone through the struggle

To ensure that we get to live in our bubble I fake it till I make it I try to push on the only flowers that come for me Are when I am gone.

Who am I gonna call?

I can’t call anyone

I am a man

Iam alone

Who am I gonna call?

I can’t call anyone

I fake it till I make it

I try to push on

(the only flowers that come for me are when I’m gone)

Gotta be tough

Gotta be enough

Gotta be strong or wrong

Can’t break or it’s all gone

Holding everything together

Wish I was made with tougher leather

This skin hurts

And there is no one to call.

Just take me out

And put me up on the wall

Take the shot

Put me out of this misery

I don’t want to bring everyone down with me.

Who am I gonna call?

I can’t call anyone

I am a man

I am alone

Who am I gonna call?

I can’t call anyone

I fake it till I make it

I try to push on

(the only flowers that come for me are when I’m gone)

Then I heard a sound

I hear that call

So quietly at first

Loud bells ring in my head

My hearts falls,

Call upon Me

It’s getting louder now

Call upon my name

I hear

I feel

I know that sound.

I will Call upon the name of my Lord

The one whose yoke I can carry proud

Father take my burdens

Turn me around

I am the Lilly in the field you found

I will call upon your name

I have been found

Who am I gonna call? (You lord)

I can’t just call anyone

I am a man

I am not alone in the struggle

To ensure that i get to live in your bubble I no longer fake it till I make it I will push on I wont wait for flowers that come for me when I am gone.

Thank you for being on the other end of the line, the call, my pleas!

You are on the other end!