In the very beginning it was perfect, like, she was what I Wanted, she was, she was everything to me

And she lied to me about some, some stupid shit

And from there, like, I got insecure

Any **** that say they don't get insecure is lying

I got insecure

I stopped trusting her

And afterwards, like

It just became a whole different madness

It just ruined the relationship?

Not even that, it ruined me

It breeded a whole different madness in my head

She said maybe one day we'll meet again

But if I'm being honest I believe we'll never speak again

And I need stitches quick my heart is starting to bleed again

Anxiety kicking in it's getting hard to breathe again

And the devil at my window I can feel him creeping in

Regardless in the end it's best we never speak again

Cause you was right I do better when I'm on my own

Cause this shit got me moving different this shit got me cold

Made different kinds of moves but

You know I ain't the type to boast

I turned all this pain to champagne and went and

Made a toast

That for the bloodline I'm a blow and

When it's my time I'm a go

With a fifth of Alize and a 3.5 in this wood

Man I swear I'll be good

If I could go back I don't know if I would

Cause I can't waste time on if I should or if I could

Cause when I was with you I did everything I could

But I'ma be the one your family hated with they guts

And the only motherfucker to make you cum like it was nun

And I never did much but it was real I showed you love

And now I'm only Rondo on the bench yeah

Cause your family gon' say that he better than the last

But you know that ain't facts

And I can't even hate the **** I'm just really mad

How you could waste my time like I ain't shit

But I just made a flip and took a trip up out the states

So I ain't doing bad so don't be tripping when you think

I don't know if I really miss you or I just hate the loneliness

And I'm saying all this shit cause I know you gon' hear all this

Out here fucking with these hoes is starting to get oblivious

Gotta stop doing all this before I end up getting hit

You can see it in my eyes I'm starting not to give a shit

Day One homies quick to switch

It's only the family in the end clutching a blammy at the red

Probably get a grammy when I'm dead

Fucking with demons in my head yeah