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Feel Sick
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Feel Sick was released on October 30, 2026 by recordJet as a part of the album Maybe I'm Not That Alright - EP
ReleasedOctober 30, 2026
LabelrecordJet
LanguageEnglish
BPM171
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

Follow your heart they would say
But what if my heart is just like a fast train
It takes me
In no time
To the most different places of emotional crime
And what if all that I feel
Is an exaggeration of what is real but if so
Why do I feel sick
Carrying these heavy bricks in my chest
Still
I can’t build a dam
To save me from the flood of griefs
When they start kicking in
Stand
Still
I am afraid
I know I can’t hide but I also can’t run away
Try to ease me
I’m running in circles, trying to figure out
How to unfreeze me
But it’s hard to see clearly
When your head’s full of clouds
The strap around my neck
Tightens even more as I try to unwind me
The pain is insane
Revenge for those years of binding up blindly
We are running and running
Losing our tracks
Distracted by externals
We got lost with no way back
Collapse
Bury
All that is left of me
Why do we keep tossing shit into the sea
Making it harder to keep the view clear
Covering what’s beneath
With gods we don’t need
And plan how to succeed
Every word you say – means footprints on a heart
And every heart that’s breaking may leave a bunch of scars
Upon the statue of the person
You thought that you would be
The person who is swimming deep down at the bottom of the sea
I’m swimming below
With eyes wide open
So I still see the glow
Up above
It keeps me alive
The weight is too heavy
To let me end this dive
Can you see me?
You think you can help but you're scratching the surface
Please just beat it
I’m screaming but naturally you can’t hear it
The pain remains
As you’re trying to take
The burden of water
Can’t erase
Everything I have
Already let in so far
I open my mouth
The water breaks in
Filling my lungs
Suffocating my screaming
Now you see
That it’s too late to get the best of me
Why do we keep tossing shit into the sea
Making it harder to keep the view clear
Covering what’s beneath
With gods we don’t need
And plans how to succeed
Every word you say
Means footprints on a heart
And every heart that’s breaking may leave a bunch of scars
Upon the statue of the person
You thought that you would be
The person who is swimming
Deep down at the bottom of the sea
Follow your heart they would say
But what if my heart is just like a fast train
Like a fast train
And what if all that I feel
Is an exaggeration of what is real but if so
Why do I feel sick
Written by: Julian Molitor, Lea Bell

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