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Blue Bear
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Blue Bear was released on September 17, 2026 by JB Nimble as a part of the album Blue Bear - Single
ReleasedSeptember 17, 2026
LabelJB Nimble
LanguageEnglish
BPM84
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

See I've been walkin this mountain trail for the longest
not knowin if the top exists
Pocket lint accumulating in my balled up fists
Lots of missed opportunities lost along the trip
But somehow I still haven't called it quits
Lotta y'all don't get how much we as musicians need this
It's like breathin
I stopped for a few seasons and uncovered new demons
Started havin panic attacks in 2016 and
I'm sure music wasn't the only reason
But I didn't know where they came from
Watching days come and go
Just knew I had to change something
But change comes slow
My mind became an unsafe home
I couldn't trust it
One minute I'd be ok
The next I'd lose function
I guess I had a lotta grief to address
Lost a best friend and never got to deal with his death
I just picked up where he left
Usin his tools of the trade abusin my human frame
knowin he wouldn't want me to do the same
Ah shit that toxic behavior an artist's nature
Cuz we ain't happy with how the game works but can't change her
Ah shit I lost it my face became a stranger's
I just wanted to waste away the anger
Ah shit stuck between purgatory and hell
Came up with the perfect story to tell
One of searching for a self I lost long ago
Maybe it's all too on the nose but I thought you oughta know
We are bleeding time
All of it stacks around our minds
I am feeling fine
Thank you for asking
We are bleeding time
All of it stacks around our minds
I am really trying
Thank you for asking
I'm basking
One more time for the real mcs
Whatever that means to you
Do as you please
Yo it never seems as true
As when you get to breathe
Better believe you got everything left to achieve
The pendulum swings you'll never receive that moment again
Every word is potent spoken with an open end
I don't pretend I've never been on the outskirts
Tryin to getcha goin til my mouth hurts
Not knowin how it works
When the days pass
Dirt turns to blades of grass
Shirt turns a shade of beige
Hate the way I make it last
But that's some grown man shit
That I never came to grasp
Let my own hand slip from the railing I was failing fast
Forced isolation had me reflecting
on the pieces of me that needed some mending
And as the sun rose over them mountains in the distance
I pondered how I would feel to dishonor this existence
Squandered my innocence to grow up
Know what it was a waste
Cuz everyone showed love and all I could do was hate
Hate your performance hate the music you make hate your taste
Hate the people I opened shows for
Hate the greats
Hate my friends family anyone who tried to help
Really I just think I hated myself
So I started writing again after four years trapped in the abyss
And I haven't had a panic attack since
We are bleeding time
All of it stacks around our minds
I am really trying
Thank you for asking
We are bleeding time
All of it stacks around our minds
I am feeling fine
Thank you for asking
I am basking
Written by: Jesse Bordiuk

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