album cover
grow up
album cover
grow up was released on September 4, 2026 by MONOLITH NETWORK as a part of the album nostalgia - EP
September 4, 2026
LabelMONOLITH NETWORK
LanguageEnglish
BPM89
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

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Lyrics

I remember scraped knees, sipping water out the hose
Collecting miscellanies, swimming pool was way too cold
Now looking at decayed trees & when there’s no more air to go
Dues paid and paid fees, thinking back to back with no
Worries
No hurries
Life’s not a race but we would act like it was
Cold flurries
Words slurring
I’ve been catching a buzz
Turned nerdy
Too wordy
They don’t catch or catch up
So set up, I’m messed up just looking for some common ground to set on
The kinda guy you bet on
I’m stepping now you get stepped on
A blessing stressing my head off
I flex & jealousy’s overcome them
The pressure is all I wanted
I’m missing the days where it’s wasn’t
So hard
But we all talked about how bad we wanted to grow up
& we all fucked up thinking it’d get better, showing no one
& I just walked around the point that life’s so pointless
I’m on and off agreeing with the voices
I just wish I could enjoy this
I just wish I could enjoy this
It’s so nostalgic like the smell of the rain
Reminiscing simpler times when there wasn’t so much pain
Back before it all got fucked up, losing sense of being and way
Said for a while that my lucks up, not just something that I say
I’ve been telling tall tales my whole life, now I’m coming clean
I lie everytime I say I’m fine, you know what I mean
I’m walking on a line, it’s more than fine, I’m buying time for me
& hiding while inside I mighta fried my mind with LSD
Oopsie daisy,
shroomies gave me insight
Who’s here faking?
Hands straight up in the moonlight
Illuminate me
Grew to hate me
Booze and the nooses faded
Lose to play
It’s alright
Written by: Dylan Barker
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