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CONFESSION
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CONFESSION was released on September 17, 2026 by Rudgybaba as a part of the album CONFESSION - Single
September 17, 2026
LabelRudgybaba
LanguageEnglish
BPM90
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

This is confession I have to make
You might wanna listen up
Im trying my best to stay positive
No matter what it takes
You have to remember this
Here is what I wanna say
Here is what I think
Right now i would like to introduce myself
Ain't dissing no one of course I just wanted to confess
Don't want to be prosecuted today for whatever I said
Listen if you caring, you can listen to the vocal instead
It's been rough lately am getting confused
Have been sober for days but still I just wanna use
Don't get me wrong I can feel the pain in my chest
Don't wanna go back using on my bed like am dead
Being clean is optional but am choosing it
It wasn't easy these days I feel im drownings in
I wanna sleep but it keeps calling me
Now im scared to be alone I might fall back in
Yeah you know that right I was addicted
I can hear the voices in my head either alive or they want me dead
The first impression of me I'm sorry I had to let you know
You either like me or hate or have me convicted
I'm sorry
Am telling you this now but I had to let you know
I have to leave away the guilt I had to let it go
The cure to the pain is the source, nobody knows
We all trying to smile but healing is what matter most
Trying to get up and mend all my pain
No problem you see is showing on my face
I don't wanna show you what that I face but
If you want me to show you I can tell you where I came
From the hood now am looking for the fame
They didn't get me maybe they didn't understand
But I lost myself now am looking for change
Now I gotta get it I don't have any other way
If I didn't care for me what about the people that care
I have to get my shit together get my feelings in place
Maybe God help if he is listening Cux I lost my faith
It's been hard lately I just wanna to know it is
I don't know what happening it's making me sick
I just wanna be alone I need minute time to think
It's boring it's killing God i don't wanna trip
Now am confessing all of my crime
All of my crime
When I think back I just wanna cry
I wanna cry
But
You can't do that When you're a man
When youre a man
I know have been wasting a lot of time
A lot of time
Now I'm sure am gonna get it done
Get it done
Doesn't matter where am coming from
Coming from
What I was dont matter anymore
Anymore
Have been down now am standing up
I'm going strong
I'm leaving my past I have to Break up
I can't keep being sorry ing for myself I have to Get up
I have to face it or leave it just because I can't run
It's tuff I know this myself, I just gotta stay strong
So I don't even care of what they do or what they say
I just wanna make myself proud I just can't explain
They never knew what I been through or feel my pain
Im on stage they watching now While they shout my name
Now you get it!
Yeah
Rudgy
They don't know
I'm one of the best I know
If you don't know I don't know maybe you know
So you gotta listen to this ehn
This is the last verse mehn yea
I know they hate the way have been breaking it down
I see there faces changing to frown
They don't seems happy for me, they want me on the ground
I been good myself I just wanna be on my own
It's fair I don't care if you like or you don't
Cux I already know they want me but I don't
They think they got me, they think I have nothing left
But I do kill the beat but Im not getting arrest
Where is the confession I already do confess
Surprise I was praised and crowned while they yell
I mean
There is a lot I wanna talk about but I can't say it all
Even people close to me talk to me they think am not sober
I really don't know what to say to that
I just do this because music is the only thing
I can use to like explain myself and defend myself
I know don't owe anyone an explanation
Because music is the only thing that makes me
Think there is something for me
I know trying to be sober is not an easy
Can't say a lot but I know what am doing
Hoping, happy to see where im going
Written by: Timilehin Oyewole
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