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Ain't Doing Alright
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Ain't Doing Alright was released on January 13, 2023 by Awry Records as a part of the album Reflection in the Window
January 13, 2023
LabelAwry Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM91
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I've be branching out I've be breaking the mold
Unlocking places in my mind that I could never control
I'm seeing seeing things like I have never before
I'll put my family over everything and that is for sure
Yea I wish I had some loyal friends in my life
To really talk about my problems well I lie there at night
You would think that my connections got me right in the light
But I've been really all alone and there's no one in site
You feel me?
Aye
Cause I ain't doin alright
Ain't a day that don't go bye where I ain't mentally fried
I lost my best friend that was there by my side
And now we went our separate ways you know part of me died yea
When they ask I say "I'm doing alright"
When you know that isn't true you that part of me hides
You know I pretend that I'm living the life
But I've been dealing with the demons that just eat me alive yea
Aye
Cause I ain't doin alright
Ain't a day that don't go bye where I ain't mentally fried
I lost my best friend that was there by my side
And now we went our separate ways you know part of me died yea
When they ask I say I'm doing alright
When you know that isn't true you that part of me hides
You know I pretend that I'm living the life
Cause I've dealing with the demons that just eat me alive yea
But you know that I've been keeping it going
You know I'm slowly getting better getting off melatonin
Ignore my whole fam cause I say that I'm zoning
I say I'm finally getting going but I ain't even moving
I got like ten girls wanna know what I'm doing
And they sounding super eager just to hear what I'm stewing
I say I'm dream chasing and the chase I'm pursuing
But I wish I had my baby but she's already moving on
And she's gone now
I wish I played it different but I had to opp out
I said it's for the better but I wanna talk now
And it's a process so I know I need to calm down
"Man I need to calm down"
Maybe I just need to call up a bitch
Man I know I wouldn't do it I say it for shits
And it kills me when I think about her sucking a dick
Cause she said she fucking loved me and she would never would switch
(I was lost)
(Was I enough?)
(I know enough)
(Am I enough?)
(I was so lost)
Aye
Cause I ain't doin alright
Ain't a day that don't go bye where I ain't mentally fried
I lost my best friend that was there by my side
And now we went our separate ways you know part of me died yea
When they ask I say "I'm doing alright"
When you know that isn't true you that part of me hides
You know I pretend that I'm living the life
But I've been dealing with the demons that just eat me alive
They just eat me alive
They just eat me alive
But I'm living the life yea
(I was so lost)
(Was I enough?)
Written by: Nicholas Andrew Cruz
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