One, two, three, four.

 meaning to call, another summer disappeared, so did I, next week, next month, next summer,

 next year, funny how tomorrow keeps getting here, without me, without me-ter, I'll do

 it later, later, when everything's right, been saving my life for some better fucking

 time, later, there's always later, until there isn't, how much later do I get, do I get,

 do I get, at 20 minutes free, somehow lost 40, don't remember what I watched, don't remember

 why I opened the phone, put it down, picked it up, put it down, picked it-Jesus, keep

 saying I don't have time, apparently, I've got plenty to waste, calendars full heads,

 full days disappear, ask me what I did last month, couldn't tell you, next week, next

 month, next summer, next year, got really fucking good at planning a life, I don't have time

 to live, later, I'll do it later, later, when everything's right, been saving my life for