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Feel This
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Feel This was released on October 7, 2026 by Platinum! as a part of the album Right or Wrong
ReleasedOctober 7, 2026
LabelPlatinum!
LanguageEnglish
BPM76
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

# FEEL THIS
**[Intro]**
Yeah...
I don't even know if you hear me anymore
But if you do...
I hope you feel this.
**[Chorus]**
Can you feel this pain when I'm singing?
Can you hear my heart when it's bleeding?
I've been fighting demons all evening,
Smiling for the world, but I'm barely breathing.
Can you feel this?
Tell me, can you feel this?
I gave you everything I had,
Now there's nothing left to give.
Can you feel this?
Tell me, can you feel this?
If I disappear tonight,
Would you finally know I'm sick?
**[Verse 1]**
I've been losing pieces of me just to keep you around,
Put my pride in the dirt, put my feelings underground.
Everybody sees the rapper, they don't see when I'm down,
They just hear the fucking music, never hear when I drown.
I been trapped inside my head with these thoughts getting vicious,
Every memory replaying, every scar got a picture.
You were supposed to be my peace, now you're part of the friction,
Had me questioning my worth, had me questioning my decisions.
I remember all the nights I was there when you needed,
Put my heart on the line, you just watched while it weakened.
Now I'm staring at the ceiling, asking God for a reason,
Why the people that you love always give you a reason to leave 'em?
I don't wanna be bitter, I just wanted you different,
Wanted something that was real, not another commitment
That was built on empty promises and temporary feelings.
Now I'm numb to the touch, I don't know what I'm feeling.
**[Pre-Chorus]**
And I know I say I'm fine, but I'm lying through my teeth,
Got a war inside my mind that nobody else can see.
If I told you what it cost just to make it through the week,
Would you stay here for a minute?
Would you finally feel me?
**[Chorus]**
Can you feel this pain when I'm singing?
Can you hear my heart when it's bleeding?
I've been fighting demons all evening,
Smiling for the world, but I'm barely breathing.
Can you feel this?
Tell me, can you feel this?
I gave you everything I had,
Now there's nothing left to give.
Can you feel this?
Tell me, can you feel this?
If I disappear tonight,
Would you finally know I'm sick?
**[Verse 2]**
I got pain in my chest and regret in my bloodstream,
Memories of everything I swore it wasn't gonna be.
I was searching for some love, you were searching for somebody,
Now I'm staring at your name like it means nothing to me.
That's a lie, I still miss you, that's the part that I hate,
Still remember every kiss, every fight, every mistake.
Tried replacing what we had, but it never felt the same,
'Cause you can't replace a person when they permanently changed you.
I've been running from the past, but it's keeping pace,
Got a smile on my face with a broken expression.
Everybody says I'm strong, they don't know what it takes,
To get up every morning when you hate your reflection.
I turned trauma into melodies, heartbreak into records,
Turned every fucking failure into something that I'll treasure.
If you ever hear this song, I don't want your forgiveness,
I just want you to understand why I became so distant.
**[Bridge]**
Maybe one day you'll hear this
And understand what I meant.
Every "I'm okay" was bullshit,
Every smile was pretending.
I wasn't asking you to save me,
I just wanted you to stay.
Now I'm turning all this pain
Into something that can play.
**[Final Chorus]**
Can you feel this pain when I'm singing?
Can you hear my heart when it's bleeding?
I've been fighting demons all evening,
Smiling for the world, but I'm barely breathing.
Can you feel this?
Tell me, can you feel this?
I gave you everything I had,
Now there's nothing left to give.
Can you feel this?
Tell me, can you feel this?
I put my soul inside these words,
So maybe you can feel this.
**[Outro]**
Yeah...
Maybe that's all I ever wanted.
For somebody to hear me...
And actually feel this.
Written by: Evan Roberts

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