Ba da da da da da da Ten outta ten agree I'd be a better me If I actually stick to my word Cause I say just what i need to get em to be happy and leave me all alone in my own world when i said i'd call you later did you and your home phone wait up just to hear only cicadas in the morning, operator tell me if i'm just a faker promising but never making up to all my expectations everybody's sayin' girl, "what you been up to?" just letting everybody down but what do you expect me to do when i don't wanna leave the house no i don't wanna go outside i don't wanna have no fun won't you let me live my life like Emily Dickinson what do you expect me to do call me Miss Gravity now cause I'm letting you down down down I'm letting you down canceling plans again i'm pissing off my friends it's almost like i wanna be lonely i'm doing the best i can to do absolutely nothing but wallow in my melancholy when i said i'd do a favor i was only feeling braver for a minute then i wavered just repeating yesterdays it’s dangerous, the games we play staying in and keeping safe "cute recluse" yeah that's my name and don't you wear it out say, "what you been up to?" just letting everybody down but what do you expect me to do when i don't wanna leave the house no i don't wanna go outside i don't wanna have no fun won't you let me live my life like Emily Dickinson what do you expect me to do call me Miss Gravity now cause I'm letting you down down down I'm letting you down i’m letting you down pop the balloon, ow what’s a girl to do now i’ll stay in and freak out i’ll stay in and freak out hide away in my house i’ll stay in and freak out spiral in surround sound Ba da da da da da da I’ll stay in and freak out hid away in my house I’ll stay in and freak out spiral in surround sound i’ll stay in and freak out no feeling feelings allowed i’ll stay in and freak out scared they’re talking about me